enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary
"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WEIRD. AND I MEAN WEIRD. Oh god how I love funny, earthy people. Dudes, I had a catfight tonight! So not like me! It takes so much to push my buttons. C. had invited this girl to the movies that he thought I would like!?!?!? and she obviously likes him or something because she was ATTACKING me, condescending to me, being generally rude...and so finally I was like "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?" And honestly, all I ever thought this evening was that I would enjoy meeting her, since C. thought that she would be a good friend for me. (They went on one date a couple of months ago, but he doesn't find her attractive.) I'm just too old not to say what I think these days. It was hilarious. After she made a condenscending remark about how OF COURSE I had gone to Tuscany when I was in Italy and not shown more refinement by choosing a path less well traveled (UM I WENT TO STUDY PRE-RENAISSANCE ART...)...I fell silent. I just couldn't believe that someone could be so rude to a complete stranger. Had I not walked out we would have been tossing wine at each other! I had to excuse myself or I would have said something VERY impertinent. As it was I was nearly shaking with anger. I will tell the tale tomorrow. Otherwise, I had a great night! I met my friends at a bar after the movie night, and the 26 year-old was pursuing me again. Really, not a good idea. I was perfectly happy there and loving being among such vibrant, warm and fun younger people, but my thoughts turned to Marco. I do miss him. But not in a bad way. When I think of him I'm reminded of what I value: kind people who put other people at ease. He's such a special person; I feel so sad that he is not in my life here. We laugh so much together. |1:29 a.m. - 2008-11-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | ||||||
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