enfinblue's Diaryland Diary

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2011-04-16 - Come al solito
2011-04-15 - unfettered spending
2011-04-14 - How does it go?
2011-04-13 - Whirlwind.
2011-04-08 - bleak that flips over to daffodil
2011-04-07 - The long and the short end of the page
2011-04-05 - Veracity
2011-04-04 - Greetings from a demented clown
2011-04-04 - Quiet though productive weekend
2011-03-30 - Well, so it might be.
2010-06-25 - circle your wagons
2010-06-24 - The little coccinella
2010-06-21 - Thinking
2010-06-20 - In these small shifts
2010-06-20 - Finding the way, one day at a time.
2010-06-19 - Meditation among the birds
2010-06-19 - Relatively clean slate
2010-06-18 - worn out
2010-06-17 - Oh mio babb!no caro
2010-06-17 - Down on the farm
2010-06-17 - Down on the farm
2010-06-16 - No standing out in the rain at the Itali@n Amb@ssador's res tonight.
2010-06-16 - Hobbling along
2010-06-15 - Quickie
2010-06-15 - Nothing special, but A-OK.
2010-06-15 - Finally getting into the groove!
2010-06-14 - Sort of lost my train of thought in mid-express. :)
2010-06-14 - Monday Monday
2010-06-13 - Disjointed ramble
2010-06-13 - Determination and enthusiasm.
2010-06-12 - Lovely morning
2010-06-11 - Shoot me for I write too much drivel
2010-06-11 - Answer: Engage my intellect
2010-06-11 - A little bit rough.
2010-06-10 - S@TC
2010-06-10 - Birds, birds and more birds!
2010-06-09 - No news is good news, I suppose
2010-06-09 - Cramped
2010-06-08 - Back at the shenanigans
2010-06-08 - All the best wishes
2010-06-07 - Relaxed
2010-06-07 - A little bit pissy. Shall be an interesting day. :)
2010-06-06 - steady steady
2010-06-06 - Thinking of witty
2010-06-05 - tidbits of Italia
2010-06-05 - Just me rambling through the past
2010-06-04 - The weekend begins with a bang!
2010-06-04 - Mish mash I was taking a pause
2010-06-03 - Slowly working through the agony of this bout of loneliness
2010-06-03 - In short, choose to get a grip!
2010-06-03 - Quickie before prepping for the doctor. Wordlessness
2010-06-02 - A medium shit day
2010-06-01 - peace settles in
2010-06-01 - Just let it go
2010-05-31 - -
2010-05-31 - Total emotional collapse
2010-05-31 - Slow and steady wins the race
2010-05-30 - Hanging in
2010-05-30 - Trivialities
2010-05-30 - Working through the gloom and fatigue
2010-05-29 - A little bit down, but I'll work on it.
2010-05-28 - Being the mountain, letting the clouds drift by...
2010-05-28 - Birthday!
2010-05-27 - There is no stability to my ideas!
2010-05-27 - Scroll back one for pictures of Brighton!
2010-05-26 - Bri!ghton
2010-05-26 - Jet lag be damned
2010-05-26 - Photos when i get back
2010-05-25 - Bang on!
2010-05-25 - Melancholia!
2010-05-24 - Last day in Florence...this time.
2010-05-23 - Timing: the almost proposal
2010-05-22 - bene bene bene
2010-05-22 - Next time I will do things differently
2010-05-21 - Long and inordinately rambling
2010-03-22 - Praise where praise is due.
2010-05-19 - I feel so, so fortunate. And the days remaining here are now so few. Boo hoo!
2010-05-19 - Uffizio and panic
2010-05-18 - And suddenly I remembered that I am in Italia...amazing how you can sort of start forgetting where you are (I understand why the Italians perhaps forget how old this stuff is)
2010-05-17 - Bella gi0rnata
2010-05-17 - All's well in bella Italia
2010-05-16 - Sunday cross
2010-05-16 - All about me.
2010-05-15 - Too much eating, not enough art
2010-05-14 - Spotting lots of lilac. Do you know, even Italian pigeons seem to warily be enjoying life.
2010-05-14 - Morning meditation, Firenze, May 14
2010-03-15 - Surrealism.
2010-05-13 - There is never enough time in Florence.
2010-03-15 - Happy 40th!
2010-03-15 - Happy 40th to me!
2010-05-12 - La bella figura
2010-05-11 - I love London. Except for the fact that it is colder than Canada - I definitely could not live here. Who knew? Bad weather! But I love to visit!
2010-05-11 - I love London. Except for the fact that it is colder than Canada - I definitely could not live here. Who knew? Bad weather! But I love to visit!
2010-05-11 - I love London. Except for the fact that it is colder than Canada - I definitely could not live here. Who knew? Bad weather! But I love to visit!
2010-05-11 - London review, day 1
2010-05-10 - Quick update from London town.
2010-05-06 - C'est ça
2010-05-05 - All zen
2010-05-05 - If indeed!
2010-05-04 - Grand sigh...
2010-05-04 - Ballots ballots! Read all about it!
2010-05-03 - Cue the tulipani!
2010-05-03 - Astounding!
2010-05-02 - A day full and heady. Scroll back one for photos.
2010-05-02 - poking my head in
2010-05-01 - The difference between women and girls is the size of their tv
2010-04-30 - Loose babble, comme d'habitude
2010-04-30 - Truncated
2010-04-29 - Just another evening of twaddle
2010-04-29 - blather yap yap
2010-04-28 - Just boring old me again! :)
2010-04-28 - All is well
2010-04-28 - Sad reality
2010-04-27 - talk about self-therapy
2010-04-27 - thank you thank you thank you
2010-04-26 - Drifted today. Feeling guilty.
2010-04-25 - Drawing is always the answer!!
2010-04-25 - Bits and pieces of me
2010-04-25 - Sleep and tulips
2010-04-24 - Maybe I'll paint it blue
2010-04-24 - You have to start.
2010-04-23 - Sort of an explanation
2010-04-23 - Sort of an explanation
2010-04-23 - Let go.
2010-04-22 - six months might be my limit
2010-04-22 - exhaustion
2010-04-21 - Never regret a nap
2010-04-21 - C'est la verite.
2010-04-20 - Don't follow me to Italia, will you?
2010-04-20 - Premature
2010-04-20 - Stoopid volcano!
2010-04-20 - This is good
2010-04-19 - Abbastanz@
2010-04-19 - Probably just hormones.
2010-04-18 - Yearning, part II
2010-04-18 - Friends, blogs and living in Italy
2010-04-17 - Lo lo
2010-04-17 - The usual, i.e. paranoia about being likeable
2010-04-16 - Bumps
2010-04-16 - Thinkeling
2010-04-15 - Getting lucky, Italian widow style
2010-04-15 - merde, late again!
2010-04-14 - Which dwarf is that?
2010-04-13 - Hungry
2010-04-13 - Thoughts about shits
2010-04-12 - cat and mouse
2010-04-12 - Seriously just a ramble through the vacant lot of my mind.
2010-04-11 - Find the courage. Find the courage!
2010-04-11 - I don't know two
2010-04-11 - I don't know.
2010-04-10 - spring flowers - daffodil pic tomorrow
2010-04-10 - Fraught
2010-04-09 - First week of April, done!
2010-04-08 - And the plot remains the same
2010-04-07 - People suck.
2010-04-06 - All is well that ends well.
2010-04-06 - When you're happy and you know it.
2010-04-06 - Maybe I was too lazy this weekend? Would I feel better had I accomplished more? Is this being too hard on myself?
2010-04-05 - L!ttle East3r
2010-04-05 - Sorry - more happy, gauzy thoughts. Fifi calls these my \"dreamy\" entries. :)
2010-04-05 - Success
2010-04-05 - Mish mash splish splash
2010-04-04 - Fresh as a spring breeze
2010-04-03 - M@mbo Itali@no
2010-04-03 - The wings of change
2010-04-03 - Phew! Also, more breakthroughs.
2010-04-02 - Noble deeds and hot baths
2010-04-01 - Come al solito
2010-04-01 - Ancora, sono stanca!
2010-04-01 - Tais-toi!
2010-04-01 - Sono stanca
2010-04-01 - Sono stanca
2010-03-31 - Cookie monster.
2010-03-31 - Tout va bien
2010-03-30 - Rolling rolling rolling
2010-03-30 - Onward and upward
2010-03-29 - Buonissimo
2010-03-29 - And Monday begins (late, as usual!)
2010-03-28 - New start.
2010-03-28 - The truth
2010-03-27 - Don't say \"no\"
2010-03-27 - Happy Saturday.
2010-03-26 - Very tired, sweeted-out, and ready for the weekend to begin
2010-03-25 - The night of the carrot.
2010-03-25 - Oh to have more time!
2010-03-24 - Fatigue and longing
2010-03-24 - Toujours, la verité.
2010-03-24 - breakthrough
2010-03-23 - Grooving to the beat
2010-03-23 - All too short
2010-03-22 - addendum!!!
2010-03-22 - Quoi???
2010-03-21 - with the dying of the light
2010-03-21 - Light tomorrow with today!
2010-03-21 - Light tomorrow with today!
2010-03-20 - Confession
2010-03-19 - La vita e bella
2010-03-19 - A little bit of stupidity and distraction.
2010-03-19 - Compassion!
2010-03-18 - Just blather.
2010-03-18 - Will write something proper later, or maybe tomorrow. :)
2010-03-18 - Mornings rush past. Stay! Stay!
2010-03-17 - Be well!
2010-03-16 - This entry brought to you by the colour (barn) red
2010-03-15 - La mia preferita
2010-03-14 - Cathedrale
2010-03-13 - Run, run, run. XO
2010-03-12 - lift and separate!
2010-03-12 - La journee
2010-03-11 - The truth
2010-03-11 - Ah well.
2010-03-11 - with the tide
2010-03-10 - Judgment, bafflement, and going with the flow
2010-03-09 - French tomorrow, work-a-shmolic.
2010-03-09 - Discovery!
2010-03-09 - I'm a fool!
2010-03-09 - Monday is definitely over.
2010-03-08 - Mi scusi. A little bit cross.
2010-03-08 - Suffering
2010-03-08 - Longing, sweet longing.
2010-03-07 - il mio sogno nel cassetto
2010-03-07 - And love comes dropping slowly.
2010-03-06 - The monumental lutte against deeply-entrenched habits of being and thinking
2010-03-05 - I wouldn't trade a thing..
2010-03-05 - Dancing to my own rhythm.
2010-03-05 - I've been making changes.
2010-03-04 - BOught stuff.
2010-03-04 - Preoccupations
2010-03-03 - And then some..
2010-03-03 - A giant SIGH.
2010-03-03 - Extreme silliness
2010-03-02 - \"I suspect your father has been reading Dante!\"
2010-03-01 - Action plan. Sono stanca.
2010-02-28 - Catch a falling star
2010-02-28 - Show your stripes
2010-02-27 - Ouais.
2010-02-26 - AHHHHH the weekend! AHHHHHHH
2010-02-25 - Trip. Complaining. Silliness. You know - the usual.
2010-02-25 - planolas
2010-02-24 - Terrific!
2010-02-24 - WHEEEEEEEEEE!
2010-02-24 - B3st buy
2010-02-24 - B3st buy
2010-02-23 - If only...
2010-02-23 - Prepare to be amazed (worth repeating)...
2010-02-23 - -
2010-02-23 - Emerging. Epiphany. Sorry - personal.
2010-02-22 - La donn@ e mobil3
2010-02-22 - Only a little bit of attitude.
2010-02-20 - Changing the routine feels GOODDDDDD!
2010-02-20 - Thoughts
2010-02-20 - C'est merveilleux!
2010-02-19 - Bon points.
2010-02-18 - Another day came on down.
2010-02-18 - And the cookie crumbles..
2010-02-17 - Too much for one gal
2010-02-17 - Momentary miracles
2010-02-17 - Boo hoo.
2010-02-17 - Very very very quick
2010-02-16 - Plans, Stan!
2010-02-15 - Please, non-reading permitted.
2010-02-15 - Not subtitled \"Are you insane?\"
2010-02-15 - morning pages magic persist!
2010-02-14 - Subtitled: Are you insane???
2010-02-14 - Detritus.
2010-02-13 - Peace restored.
2010-02-13 - The truth and nothing but the truth
2010-02-13 - Short and snappy
2010-02-12 - Coming along. Eckh@rt Toll3 would be proud.
2010-02-12 - Yes, dating is a complex thing.
2010-02-11 - The soul opens up to greet me.
2010-02-11 - Regrouping, relaxing.
2010-02-10 - Um...a mixed bag.
2010-02-10 - It's all OK.
2010-02-09 - Soft bed awaits
2010-02-09 - The murky sea upon which we lay down
2010-02-09 - -
2010-02-09 - Mystery
2010-02-09 - Not much to say.
2010-02-08 - Come si dice
2010-02-08 - Kind of crap, to be honest.
2010-02-08 - Tired.
2010-02-07 - And the sadness flows, whilst the cold remains the same.
2010-02-07 - Swimming in the deep end.
2010-02-07 - -
2010-02-07 - It is not that complicated.
2010-02-07 - It's how it is.
2010-02-07 - I'm not that desperate.
2010-02-06 - quiz
2010-02-06 - Propping the eyes open with a toothpick
2010-02-06 - And the bacis are flying
2010-02-06 - And I think I shall buy paint this weekend..
2010-02-05 - Across a bridge, down a narrow street, up the stairs....to where the sky opens up to greet you.
2010-02-04 - Grateful for calm, smooth sailing.
2010-02-04 - Surprising facts and deep thoughts.
2010-02-03 - As usual usual usual.
2010-02-03 - Buon
2010-02-03 - Other things must take up the slack.
2010-02-02 - Just complaints, really, although it began otherwise
2010-02-02 - Just a quick burst of rage. Over now.
2010-02-02 - Do-do-do-do!
2010-02-01 - Zut alors!
2010-02-01 - With a little help from my friends.
2010-02-01 - No need to read this - it's drivel.
2010-01-31 - get your groove back
2010-01-31 - Very quick addendum to this morning's rantola
2010-01-31 - Facing the bald-faced facts.
2010-01-30 - Amore
2010-01-30 - Just some ideas
2010-01-29 - It really, really doesn't get any better than this.
2010-01-29 - Off to the post office to pick up my passporto!
2010-01-29 - Grace a...
2010-01-29 - Grace a...
2010-01-28 - The path of enlightenment
2010-01-28 - Just do!
2010-01-27 - True, sweet gratitude.
2010-01-27 - This started out being about art and ended up as an \"I don't get it.\"
2010-01-26 - One back for my crazy plan...I mean \"idea.\"
2010-01-26 - C'est merveilleux!
2010-01-25 - I sure hope the Uff!zi didn't swallow dear ANNA!
2010-01-25 - It's the first day in my new plan of attack on life. I'll do this!
2010-01-24 - It really, really rocks to hear of Anna having such a good time a Firenze.
2010-01-24 - Writing to make it true.
2010-01-24 - I won.
2010-01-24 - Tennys0n had my number.
2010-01-23 - How do you convince yourself to get up and do something that you know you ought to do but that you can't find the courage to confront?
2010-01-23 - Not a good day. Not a big deal.
2010-01-23 - Ah well, roll into it. Let go. Fall in.
2010-01-22 - Overthinking, tired. Will turn off the brain shortly.
2010-01-22 - Just some ideas.
2010-01-22 - Perfetto
2010-01-21 - Smile, just smile, even when the hemispheres of your mind are in a duel at dawn! And Vin Santo for Anna!
2010-01-21 - Tough to need to earn the bacon...
2010-01-20 - Italian shenanigans. Caution: do not read with children present
2010-01-20 - Eyes falling out of my face
2010-01-19 - Addendum to the dating dilemma
2010-01-19 - This is not bad!
2010-01-19 - Help me!
2010-01-18 - Remains of the D@y
2010-01-18 - wordless
2010-01-17 - Peace is in the fine little details of the day.
2010-01-17 - I need to get a thicker skin.
2010-01-17 - High productivity and slow on the cognitive progress.
2010-01-16 - I ordered Flor3nce 1900 in hardcover! And I think I WILL go to Paris!
2010-01-16 - Kind of tired now, now that I think of it. :)
2010-01-15 - Me, the yapper
2010-01-15 - Anyhow...no real content here. Just me yap yap yap yapping
2010-01-15 - Ze people are ze question
2010-01-14 - Anxiety disappeared
2010-01-13 - Something other than the winter blues
2010-01-13 - Me, redux
2010-01-12 - Thanks a bunch for your support!
2010-01-12 - Thanks a bunch for your support!
2010-01-12 - It will all pass, never fear! It's a busy time at work and very stressful, which doesn't help. And it's fucking cold. :(
2010-01-11 - Mes amis, je vous aime.
2010-01-11 - Winter is pissy, no?
2010-01-10 - If you don't want to read my crappy thoughts...scroll down for photos!!
2010-01-10 - A few thoughts
2010-01-10 - The status quo is not an option!
2010-01-09 - And my friend is still in China
2010-01-09 - And a friend's in China
2010-01-09 - There are places I remember...
2010-01-08 - Rolling with the waves.
2010-01-07 - Today goes in the \"forget about it\" box.
2010-01-07 - It's only -9C today and the snowplows did their business with giant trucks of snow last night and so they likely won't bug me tonight! Oh and I slept enough!
2010-01-06 - A tiny revelation
2010-01-06 - And so things go.
2010-01-05 - And then there were curr3ncy crises
2010-01-01 - Me, the jet setter
2009-12-31 - Just me, rambling again.
2009-12-31 - Second NYE entry!!
2009-12-31 - It doesn't get better than this!
2009-12-31 - I think it will be a short day. I don't know.
2009-12-30 - A very nice day alone in the office. Got lots done.
2009-12-29 - Fla in pics
2009-12-29 - My fort Whoop-up. Welcome. Xmas pics one entry back.
2009-12-28 - So many things change, and in a great way...my perspective has changed.
2009-12-21 - C'est moi seulement. I will not be driving to Florida! Unforch, I must fly!
2009-12-20 - I ate so much tonight - salad, chicken, soup, apple crisp. And last night I had a five course sushi meal. Must be winter!
2009-12-20 - The mouse is on its last legs.
2009-12-19 - Joy to the world!
2009-12-19 - Not really grumpy. Quite happy to be hanging around home. Christmas choral concert tonight.
2009-12-18 - I give up. No - I mean I greatly lower my expectations! :) Entry part II
2009-12-18 - I have so many good ideas. I can't wait to share them.
2009-12-17 - This is a totally crazy entry. I'm tired and grumpy and not making much sense. I'm OK though. :)
2009-12-17 - Painting a picture
2009-12-16 - Well well. Do forgive me. It is late.
2009-12-16 - I made meatballs! I can't believe it. Me, of the brie and caviar
2009-12-15 - A tant tot
2009-12-14 - As G0d is my witness, I shall never go hungry again! (I'm going to Atlanta, after all!)
2009-12-14 - I SHALL buy the red coat when it goes on sale!
2009-12-14 - The hands of the clock go round and round.
2009-12-13 - Hit me with your best shot (but be a gentleman about it, please!)
2009-12-12 - Perfect moment, negotiating with the weather
2009-12-12 - Saturday light bouncing off the rooftop skylight across the road
2009-12-11 - La joie de vivre
2009-12-11 - I did something funny...
2009-12-10 - Kind of a laundry list, but full of energy and joie de vivre
2009-12-09 - In light of what I just wrote about anxiety a few moments ago, this is a little bit more than FREAKY!
2009-12-09 - Useful insight into anxiety
2009-12-09 - Word to the wise: Don't run 10 km in a snowbank
2009-12-09 - The whole world's gone mad
2009-12-09 - Have you recently read any novels you would recommend highly??
2009-12-08 - I feel quite good, but perhaps not as relaxed as I ought. Time for wine (which I did remember to buy)!
2009-12-08 - Just babbling!
2009-12-07 - The race to the middle
2009-12-07 - All is well. No worries! :)
2009-12-07 - Be well, witty kitty. And have a nice day, everyone else
2009-12-07 - Preoccupato
2009-12-05 - Who's walking away...
2009-12-05 - Sadly, I am not as graceful as a polar bear in them.
2009-12-03 - Very calm and relaxed. Like teflon - everything slides off or I cook with it. And I'm lovin' the short hair.
2009-12-02 - What a ride...
2009-12-02 - Don't feel like working today.
2009-11-30 - Even Mr. Gov. G3n was there.
2009-11-30 - I feel fine. Of course the PMS is done. :)
2009-11-29 - The other side of the coin.
2009-11-29 - Long run numero due
2009-11-29 - I love my place!!!
2009-11-28 - God clearly wants me to marry a European
2009-11-28 - God clearly wants me to marry a European
2009-11-28 - What are we going to do about this?
2009-11-28 - It's all going according to plan. I trust in the plan, even though it feels as though it is not my own. That's a leap...
2009-11-27 - Punishment!
2009-11-27 - I am the architect of my own life. I know that. Time to build.
2009-11-25 - Mystery solved
2009-11-25 - very quick quick quick note
2009-11-25 - quickie note!
2009-11-25 - Deffo in an exploration phase, which is not bad.
2009-11-24 - Oh today...all of the ways in which I hated you.
2009-11-24 - It's Tuesday! It's November!
2009-11-24 - Extremely frustrated
2009-11-23 - Unsuccessful.
2009-11-23 - And the shot was completely painless.
2009-11-23 - Daytime thoughts
2009-11-23 - Just a ramble about friends
2009-11-23 - Just a ramble about friends
2009-11-22 - One of the leading experts on aging defines the early 40s as officially OLD. AGH!
2009-11-22 - Ah well.
2009-11-21 - Off I go on a self-indulgent rant.
2009-11-21 - Plus ca change..
2009-11-21 - Plus ca change..
2009-11-20 - I'm a rat. You're a rat.
2009-11-20 - And she's wearing the diamond-patterned hosiery.
2009-11-19 - Rock and roll
2009-11-18 - I don't know my arse from page four
2009-11-18 - Beneath the waking dreams there is a sensate sea
2009-11-18 - Peace comes when you least expect it.
2009-11-17 - Still a bit odd, really.
2009-11-17 - Very excited that Anna sent me a packet from England!! Wheee!!! So kind...
2009-11-17 - Being very silly
2009-11-16 - It's entirely the fault of Fifi!
2009-11-16 - I hail from a pale, blue country
2009-11-16 - Weirdness.
2009-11-15 - Sunday morning..so good to me.
2009-11-14 - Saturday update - loving the new place, the new life
2009-11-13 - It's all in the coolitude.
2009-11-12 - Coeur sauvage
2009-11-12 - All the real girls tell the truth
2009-11-11 - A lovely day
2009-11-11 - Yes
2009-11-10 - I am arriving.
2009-11-10 - Don't count me out yet.
2009-11-09 - Kind of fucking around with my head today.
2009-11-09 - Talking myself into a good day. Infinite riches flow freely into my life.
2009-11-08 - Maybe it was the shiny loafers that put them off...
2009-11-08 - I'm up. Will I make it to the shower in good time?
2009-11-07 - Processes
2009-11-07 - A little bit disappointed
2009-11-06 - The week is over....thank goodness.
2009-11-06 - Not the easiest sleep
2009-11-05 - colour me purple-o-riffic!
2009-11-05 - Looongo day.
2009-11-05 - Reminder not to apologize
2009-11-04 - IMPATIENCE
2009-11-04 - the physical crash
2009-11-03 - A genuine ramble
2009-11-03 - My life is for me.
2009-11-02 - And she found her way.
2009-11-02 - mousy mouse in a new house
2009-11-02 - -
2009-10-31 - Go back one for the coolest website!
2009-10-30 - sooooo cute...
2009-10-30 - First day back: update. PS Marco entry one back
2009-10-29 - Return to the big 0
2009-10-28 - Gian Andrea
2009-10-28 - Et tout va bien
2009-10-27 - Continuare
2009-10-27 - Addendum.
2009-10-27 - Morning update. Spirits buoyed.
2009-10-26 - The heart is a bastard bleeding shitheel
2009-10-26 - Nothing a good cappucino cannot fix.
2009-10-26 - There are things I know and remember
2009-10-25 - Bella giornata
2009-10-25 - under the weather
2009-10-24 - Walk like a Roman.
2009-10-24 - C'est ca!
2009-10-23 - Gearing up in Italia.
2009-10-23 - I've traveled so...short a distance as to be laughable. But Italian sheets are crisp and white. :)
2009-10-23 - Just a few quick morning notes.
2009-10-22 - Tranquilo
2009-10-22 - quick update from Florence - going out to get some air
2009-10-21 - Quel désastre !
2009-10-21 - Weary but still excited
2009-10-20 - Being a bit petty
2009-10-19 - a bit slow
2009-10-19 - Silly me.
2009-10-18 - The move.
2009-10-18 - bags
2009-10-17 - And the truth is...
2009-10-17 - Drama, drama. :)
2009-10-17 - Hair jitters
2009-10-16 - More boring \"news\" from the girl with no news!
2009-10-15 - LOOOOONG night. Beam me up, someone!
2009-10-15 - Winter has arrived in Otterwa
2009-10-14 - Firenze Firenze
2009-10-13 - And the band played on.
2009-10-13 - Bastards building shite.
2009-10-12 - Shamelessly ripping off Fifi with my \"Bonjour les gens!\"
2009-10-12 - The bird is roasting!
2009-10-11 - Smashing bird
2009-10-09 - It all adds up.
2009-10-09 - outrageously under-rested!
2009-10-08 - Wee wee wee all the way home.
2009-10-08 - Misperception
2009-10-07 - And this is me.
2009-10-07 - Travail
2009-10-06 - Not feeling well at all.
2009-10-06 - XO
2009-10-05 - Brief.
2009-10-04 - A few petty grievances
2009-10-04 - To sleep perchance to knit
2009-10-04 - To sleep perchance to knit
2009-10-04 - To sleep perchance to knit
2009-10-03 - A full day. Weary.
2009-10-03 - In the chill of the late, cozy night.
2009-10-02 - Uber bon
2009-10-01 - Conversing with the people from St3pford.
2009-10-01 - Smiley
2009-09-30 - I need a second hat to put on top of the first. Damn it's cold..
2009-09-29 - Fooltide of youth passeth
2009-09-29 - The craftsperson awakens
2009-09-28 - Joy spreads like a sunrise
2009-09-28 - As the day goes.
2009-09-27 - trip the light fantastic
2009-09-26 - Sleepy
2009-09-26 - He's still in there.
2009-09-25 - butterfly domed
2009-09-25 - Morning manifesto!
2009-09-24 - Be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be...
2009-09-24 - I am a Rock Star with a gimpy leg
2009-09-24 - So many exciting things are happening!
2009-09-23 - Pissed off at myself, as usual!
2009-09-23 - feeling creative
2009-09-22 - A little bit grumpy and tired. I think it's that time of the month. :)
2009-09-22 - Since I KNOW that I create my own drama, why is it that I can't control this??
2009-09-21 - Short on coolitude
2009-09-21 - Heavy
2009-09-21 - not too tired, surprisingly
2009-09-20 - We strolled about in the sun, ate chickpea curry on rice in the tents at the market...
2009-09-20 - Change is OK, once you roll with it.
2009-09-19 - EB cuts a rug.
2009-09-19 - The hair gets cut off as soon as I find my new place. :)
2009-09-18 - The view from here, there, wherever.
2009-09-18 - And then there were some.
2009-09-17 - Tricky.
2009-09-17 - Things bugging me
2009-09-16 - Is fibre laxative a \"miscellaneous dry good?\"
2009-09-15 - I didn't see that. I didn't see that.
2009-09-15 - Scoot, to boot.
2009-09-15 - My head is throbbing
2009-09-14 - All well.
2009-09-14 - Monday neutral
2009-09-13 - I want to transport all over you...
2009-09-13 - Sunday morning pages
2009-09-12 - Sun, I salute you.
2009-09-12 - Starting the weekend out on the right foot!
2009-09-11 - Baby baby baby
2009-09-10 - Very hungry. Will make this short.
2009-09-10 - Reasons to be chipper. There are some.
2009-09-09 - What Darw!n saw.
2009-09-09 - The march of the options.
2009-09-09 - F--k mornings
2009-09-08 - Let there be SOMEONE interesting to talk to in the neighbourhood.
2009-09-08 - And time strolls on.
2009-09-07 - A room with a view.
2009-09-07 - I don't even have to remind myself.
2009-09-06 - Good economics article
2009-09-06 - Just another boring status report!
2009-09-05 - Bollocks
2009-09-05 - Pink clouds
2009-09-05 - Close quarters. Drawn and quartered.
2009-09-04 - Here I am! You'll be glad of it!
2009-09-04 - score card
2009-09-03 - Did not spill my lunch on my white skirt for a change!
2009-09-03 - Morning muddle.
2009-09-02 - Lazy dazy.
2009-09-02 - Melange of rehashed thoughts.
2009-09-02 - Mullet. And then some.
2009-09-01 - So this is how it goes.
2009-08-31 - See, EB is a tea granny. :)
2009-08-30 - And she cleans.
2009-08-30 - Super fun! EB grows up. Just a little bit.
2009-08-30 - Writing furniture lists in my Florentine-paper-covered book with lovely, creamy paper.
2009-08-28 - And I've got it. I've caught it.
2009-08-28 - She's still standing!!
2009-08-28 - errands
2009-08-27 - Draggy, but it's Thursday!
2009-08-26 - If only I had some chianti in the house.
2009-08-26 - Peace comes dropping slow.
2009-08-26 - Goal: equilibrium.
2009-08-25 - Rustling in the underbrush
2009-08-25 - The happiness gap
2009-08-25 - The dangers of education for women...
2009-08-25 - The waves.
2009-08-24 - And there you are. Always there you are.
2009-08-24 - Just before our day got lost you said.
2009-08-24 - Just before our day got lost you said.
2009-08-23 - How could you do nothing?
2009-08-23 - Le goût de la vie
2009-08-23 - All the world's riches are mine.
2009-08-21 - Les photos
2009-08-21 - Innisfre3
2009-08-20 - We were so innocent then.
2009-08-20 - With these eyes I see.
2009-08-20 - I saw the moon.
2009-08-19 - Ma vie en rose
2009-08-19 - Fabuloso.
2009-08-19 - Italia must wait
2009-08-18 - WHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
2009-08-18 - In the noisy confusion of life
2009-08-18 - Really peacefully great.
2009-08-18 - The peace comes dropping slow. And I wil go to Inn!sfree
2009-08-17 - The peace comes dropping slow. I have three Innisfre3s!
2009-08-17 - Ah whatever
2009-08-16 - Raspberries and ice cream
2009-08-16 - Lessons. Patience. Yes.
2009-08-16 - Don't you want to be Audr3y Hepburn. Sometimes I do.
2009-08-15 - It was an event.
2009-08-15 - It's all about the self-care this weekend.
2009-08-15 - avere existere
2009-08-14 - It has been so long. But I can make it a bit longer.
2009-08-14 - Today's gloomy story.
2009-08-14 - more light!
2009-08-14 - It's a long way down.
2009-08-14 - I feel like I made a really poor life choice, the kind I never would have made when I was younger and took risks. I hate the idea of taking the easy road.
2009-08-13 - The day closes with a soft sigh.
2009-08-13 - Hotter than hades in my apartment.
2009-08-13 - boom boom
2009-08-13 - Accepting risk.
2009-08-13 - He was not on the mall.
2009-08-12 - Rode my little tushie off in the hills.
2009-08-12 - The shoes are on, the hair back, the G!ro D'It@lia shirt zipped.
2009-08-12 - Doom lightens, and it wears pink cables.
2009-08-11 - Sorted it out
2009-08-10 - Everything seems so easy in THEORY.
2009-08-10 - Worn out.
2009-08-10 - And the sea wove and shone.
2009-08-09 - I want to be like...in that old song.
2009-08-09 - For the time being the deepest ocean.
2009-08-09 - And she puts her foot in it....again.
2009-08-08 - I like it woolly.
2009-08-08 - Yoga is the colour of my peace.
2009-08-07 - PISSY
2009-08-07 - Let the pleasures begin.
2009-08-06 - Just step that way.
2009-08-06 - F-ing weather!
2009-08-06 - Training required.
2009-08-05 - WHAT a day.
2009-08-05 - And the kingdom tumbles. But no victims in sight.
2009-08-05 - And the kingdom tumbles. But no victims in sight.
2009-08-04 - singing in the rain. literally
2009-08-04 - Ups and downs. But I made lunch!
2009-08-03 - I just can't believe how good I feel, after feeling like shit at the end of the week. Don't look a gift horse in the mouth.
2009-08-03 - Making a wish list.
2009-08-03 - raspberries
2009-08-02 - Small is beautiful
2009-08-01 - Learning the skills
2009-07-31 - Hell is other people at bre@kfast - S@rtre
2009-07-30 - I'm definitely in the acceptance phase.
2009-07-30 - Well.
2009-07-30 - Not much to complain of
2009-07-29 - And then some. Maybe back later.
2009-07-29 - Best put on some mascara. And ruffles, again!
2009-07-28 - I have everything and yet...
2009-07-28 - As I wade through the mud
2009-07-28 - And then she kicked her own ass again. And again.
2009-07-27 - Truly.
2009-07-27 - Not much going on
2009-07-26 - A meandering, slobby day.
2009-07-26 - Hung over. Coffee, please!
2009-07-25 - Trying not to have the jitters over the evening's activities (i.e. meeting the cute dude again)...
2009-07-25 - And yes, environmental policy here is still fucked.
2009-07-24 - In code not in jest.
2009-07-24 - A bit of a zombie
2009-07-23 - Maybe I should freeze my bank card. :)
2009-07-23 - VERY VERY VERY STEAMED
2009-07-22 - I wore ruffles AGAIN today.
2009-07-22 - And the ruffles work a charm
2009-07-21 - Remarkable but true
2009-07-20 - Oh the praise I heap on myself!
2009-07-19 - Losing my mind with distraction!
2009-07-18 - C,'s plants are recovering. I watered them again, Anna - thanks!
2009-07-16 - Join me on my treadmill!
2009-07-15 - OH MY GOODNESS...and some chest hair.
2009-07-15 - Come on over
2009-07-14 - XOS and a bottle of rum
2009-07-09 - Well I'm here. Three weeks! Are you shocked?
2009-06-19 - C'est bon, ca.
2009-06-18 - The end. For real.
2009-06-18 - I will probably close this up again soon.
2009-06-16 - And THIS is it.
2009-06-16 - And THIS is it.
2009-06-16 - Tuesday glory
2009-06-16 - Mieux
2009-06-15 - Somebody had already choked the s-chicken!
2009-06-15 - Tout va bien.
2009-06-15 - Very frustrated
2009-06-14 - Not a long day, but one that seemed to last for ages.
2009-06-14 - And we're back to simple acceptance of things just as they are. Such a difficult concept to actually BREATHE and FEEL...but I think I'm doing it.
2009-06-14 - Still waking up.
2009-06-14 - One of those nights...colour outside of the lines.
2009-06-13 - Embrace the quiet.
2009-06-13 - Note to friends
2009-06-11 - And she goes on.
2009-06-10 - Fighting through.
2009-06-10 - In bright colour.
2009-06-09 - It's bloody cold here. Unpleasant. I do hope that the sun will come out again soon.
2009-06-09 - Just in time, not just in case.
2009-06-09 - Quick addendum
2009-06-08 - Tired of schadenfreude
2009-06-08 - Love, writ small
2009-06-08 - Skipping the retreat; too much to do. :(
2009-06-07 - Like a fish needs a bicycle...
2009-06-07 - Truth
2009-06-07 - I seem to have moved from the short-term, emotional part of the brain into long-term, patient thinking. Thank goodness.
2009-06-06 - cycling in Italy - highly recommended
2009-06-06 - Librarians hold the key.
2009-06-06 - I had the universe over for dinner.
2009-06-06 - Double apology!
2009-06-06 - PS
2009-06-06 - A brighter morning
2009-06-06 - It's a very, very bumpy road. And I walked the three miles in heels... OUCH
2009-06-05 - Not being well-behaved AT ALL. But feeling so much better already.
2009-06-05 - Chasing a rainbow. And it's not Italian.
2009-06-05 - How can I do more?
2009-06-04 - Yes. I will.
2009-06-04 - Yes, I know. I just got back from a wonderful trip to Italy...and I'm pulling out the violins. Maybe the world's smallest?
2009-06-04 - Not excited about life today.
2009-06-03 - Reminiscences of...not a geisha.
2009-06-03 - Got through today; health on the upswing.
2009-06-02 - And a game called Tegla I think?
2009-06-02 - A slow road to healing.
2009-06-02 - Climbing a distance
2009-06-01 - Italy part I (pictures and videos). Oh hell - it's really Florence. It's always about Florence
2009-06-01 - I think I'd go crazy if I had all day all of the time...but today it's nice.
2009-05-31 - On the waves of the sea.
2009-05-27 - Still feverish and rather horrible, but need to reflect on something.
2009-05-27 - And at the top of the hill she still couldn't see.
2009-05-26 - \"A Londoner is a country man on the road to sterility\"
2009-05-26 - Find what you love and let everything else figure itself out.
2009-05-26 - I don't want to second guess myself.
2009-05-26 - Quick inventory.
2009-05-24 - Thanks for hanging in there.
2009-05-22 - I might be dreaming of Mussolini in my chambers.
2009-05-22 - It seems I am always on a plane or a fast train.
2009-05-21 - The next two days are REALLY going to be La Dolce Vita. I swear. And if I don-t find an Italian and ride off on a motor scooter...do shoot me!
2009-05-21 - I am short on time..
2009-05-20 - Which is which!
2009-05-20 - To juice or not to juice
2009-05-20 - Not a lot of bluster. Calm, actually.
2009-05-19 - This will not make sense. I do not make sense...
2009-05-19 - All three of you - I just love what you wrote in the comments to the last entry. Thank you for buoying me up so much!!
2009-05-18 - Am I in need of veggies or something?
2009-05-18 - In the morning.
2009-05-18 - All well.
2009-05-17 - What goes up must come down...and vault back up again...
2009-05-17 - Please ignore my stupidity of the last couple of days.
2009-05-17 - Gotta run for breakfast
2009-05-16 - XOOO
2009-05-16 - Thanks a bunch. Tired and grumpy.
2009-05-16 - And become an artist, too. ;)
2009-05-16 - Just a tiny littl bit of venting.
2009-05-16 - Delaying breakfast, really.
2009-05-15 - Quite a mish mash but terrific!
2009-05-15 - When in Florence
2009-05-14 - And the fat man has not yet sung.
2009-05-14 - Addendum to the sugar daddy fantasy...
2009-05-14 - And in the garden she did sit and dream of a sugar daddy.
2009-05-14 - Now it is time for sleep.
2009-05-13 - Food, food, food.
2009-05-13 - And then, back to the Italians...
2009-05-12 - Dicks, charcoal sticks and crusty Brits
2009-05-12 - Could it be? Naaaaaaaaaahhh
2009-05-11 - Chock-a-block full day. Realized that I've changed quite a bit. Am rather surprised by it. Also, Marco is too old for me. :)
2009-05-11 - Slept the slumber of the jetlagged. But in the fresh, singing air of Italia.
2009-05-10 - Addled, but so so so so so so cool. I love the way Italy wakes me up, brings me a fresh sense of myself.
2009-05-09 - Losing my cool!
2009-05-09 - Difficult to know what you'll miss before you miss it!
2009-05-09 - Plans generally not awry!
2009-05-08 - Love. My way.
2009-05-07 - Just some thoughts over a wee glass of Merlot
2009-05-07 - pink dress
2009-05-07 - C. is off on a jet plane this afternoon.
2009-05-06 - Addendum
2009-05-06 - End the rumination, now!
2009-05-06 - ACK - late
2009-05-05 - Blah blah blah blah...again
2009-05-05 - You might think I am good enough.
2009-05-05 - Making lemonade.
2009-05-04 - Yes!
2009-05-04 - Is it about being someone different?
2009-05-04 - Don't get me wrong. I'm not sitting around worrying about swine flu.
2009-05-03 - Some random thoughts - feeling a little bit stressy tonight (journey pride ALREADY, as Fifi would say!)
2009-05-03 - Pub and others
2009-05-03 - My name is EB and I am a windbag!
2009-05-03 - Wow - all these tv memories.
2009-05-02 - The corners were frayed, the dust heavy...but the heart light.
2009-05-02 - And life goes on...
2009-05-01 - Lifting my eyebrows up and down.
2009-04-30 - Another fluff entry
2009-04-29 - Back with a wing and a rant. And hungry.
2009-04-29 - Norm buster
2009-04-29 - Best not be late for French after all that!
2009-04-28 - Very rant-like tonight. On the warpath!
2009-04-27 - On what side of the fence do your dreams lie?
2009-04-26 - And the eyes were slyly looking...
2009-04-26 - The intensity of living
2009-04-26 - From far and wide...
2009-04-25 - And she said...
2009-04-25 - I LOVE Saturday mornings!
2009-04-24 - I'm not THIS single. I just want a puppy. :)
2009-04-24 - And the beat goes on...Plus: puppy talk
2009-04-24 - Need to be more careful
2009-04-23 - Draggy, to be honest.
2009-04-23 - Gotta run...will come back
2009-04-23 - There doesn't need to be a point.
2009-04-22 - Very very loopy
2009-04-22 - Why are there alarm clocks in the world?
2009-04-21 - Scruffy but solid in pink
2009-04-21 - Got one hand in my pocket...
2009-04-20 - I'm a pompous fool
2009-04-20 - A short list
2009-04-20 - Have a nice week. It starts slowly.
2009-04-20 - HUGELY IMPATIENT
2009-04-19 - And the weekend sunsets
2009-04-19 - Waking up without an alarm, probably on an Italian farm with the rooster crowing at dawn is my ideal...
2009-04-18 - And the joints creak.
2009-04-17 - Back on an even keel
2009-04-17 - In praise of hard work.
2009-04-17 - Wasting my extra time this morning on another ramble!
2009-04-16 - Sheepishly here am I.
2009-04-16 - Question and a small puzzle!
2009-04-16 - SSSSSSSSSSSSS
2009-04-16 - I can't quite believe that I live here.
2009-04-15 - Like a lumpy throw rug.
2009-04-15 - And I think I'll throw on a daffodil yellow cardigan for good measure.
2009-04-14 - And that is what Italy was for...
2009-04-14 - Some discoveries!
2009-04-14 - And so it goes...
2009-04-13 - I am not afraid.
2009-04-13 - And the thoughts go 'round.
2009-04-12 - No one else needs to love your life - only you do.
2009-04-11 - In praise of women.
2009-04-10 - Lucky us. With sushi in our hair.
2009-04-10 - Woke up to the sound of the phone ringing at 10:30. I was a half hour late for the C-meister!
2009-04-09 - Take your time. Tell the truth.
2009-04-09 - Really beyond fatigue
2009-04-08 - I hadn't even remembered the details!
2009-04-07 - When you were here.
2009-04-07 - Il y a longtemps...
2009-04-01 - Calm. Not.
2009-04-01 - Better.
2009-04-01 - Stomach hurts
2009-03-31 - Time to eat something.
2009-03-31 - Touché
2009-03-30 - Silly mood
2009-03-30 - Such a life!
2009-03-29 - Why is it so difficult for some, sometimes, to enjoy life?
2009-03-29 - And Italy factors in. We shall see how in future.
2009-03-29 - There is only this space.
2009-03-28 - Colour my world lilac
2009-03-27 - I am an oasis of peace
2009-03-26 - Still coming down from the stress, but mostly A-OK!
2009-03-25 - One washes out the other
2009-03-24 - Ain't spontaneity grand? :)
2009-03-24 - Thanks for your notes! You are so sweet! By the way, San Fran is looking more possible...fingers crossed...
2009-03-23 - Do the thing you are afraid of
2009-03-23 - Feel free to tell me that I'm full of crap, any time!
2009-03-22 - Sunday...erm....bloody Sunday night.
2009-03-22 - Very pleased
2009-03-21 - Short and crisp. That's how I like them. Sentences, that is.
2009-03-20 - It's the weekend! Bon. I need to turn the brain OFF.
2009-03-20 - Thinking about Auden today...
2009-03-19 - Dinner time.
2009-03-19 - Busy me.
2009-03-18 - Shabbalism, indeed.
2009-03-18 - HELP!
2009-03-18 - Feeling the old lady-ness today.
2009-03-17 - Happy sleeps!
2009-03-17 - Brown gold. Golden brownness.
2009-03-17 - Don't you just love being green?
2009-03-16 - Feeling quite ashamed of my life as a shut-in workaholic... :)
2009-03-16 - No need to say that.
2009-03-16 - I'm OK with Monday.
2009-03-15 - The sun is out.
2009-03-15 - Sorting through the anxiety
2009-03-14 - The curmudgeon returns.
2009-03-13 - Let's irradicate ignorance, first and foremost.
2009-03-13 - At least the day is over. This too will pass.
2009-03-12 - Gratitude!
2009-03-12 - The light appears
2009-03-11 - Hope gleams through the grey!
2009-03-11 - The light of hope, faith, imagination and inspiration!
2009-03-11 - Fiforiffic!
2009-03-11 - Grey morning
2009-03-10 - It feels great to have plans...
2009-03-10 - It IS fate, but call it ITALY if it pleases you, Vicar!
2009-03-09 - I'll shut up and let others do the talking.
2009-03-08 - Cooked for two days, wrote, did taxes, read, cleaned, oh my!
2009-03-08 - It's always about money...
2009-03-08 - It will get set \"right\" again; it will be fun!
2009-03-07 - Tracking London.
2009-03-07 - The little woodpecker who could...
2009-03-07 - Gotta run
2009-03-06 - landed gentry...or not.
2009-03-06 - Cross my heart.
2009-03-05 - A few details.
2009-03-05 - Celebrate good times, c'mon!
2009-03-04 - Completely zonked.
2009-03-04 - Talking to myself
2009-03-03 - Same park. I strolled into it to get out of the flow of pedestrians.
2009-03-03 - Thoughts. Thoughts AND ideas tonight - who would've thunk it.
2009-03-03 - Ideas!
2009-03-02 - More rambling nonsense
2009-03-02 - I could be in pictures.
2009-03-01 - I'll be seeing you!
2009-03-01 - Last entry of the day. Seriously!
2009-03-01 - PS
2009-03-01 - Quite boring, as usual.
2009-02-28 - Busy bee.
2009-02-28 - Running off to the bike shop, oh my!
2009-02-27 - Nothing to worrry about, I hope
2009-02-27 - waiting for the taxi!!
2009-02-26 - No need to read - one more boring thought about that conflict.
2009-02-26 - I'm losing my train of thought
2009-02-25 - We do things differently
2009-02-24 - Hopefully not precedent-setting...
2009-02-24 - What goes down must come back up (even the economy)
2009-02-23 - If it were going to be any longer, I think I'd saw this cast off with my own teeth.
2009-02-23 - Back on the treadmill. Back to work.
2009-02-22 - Feeling like I made the most of the weekend!
2009-02-22 - Definitely in the prime of my life and excited about the future!
2009-02-21 - Put on the raquettes and get moving!
2009-02-21 - Me in lecture mode - sorry!
2009-02-20 - One week until cast cutting!
2009-02-19 - I more or less have a grip.
2009-02-18 - Thank you, dear ladies
2009-02-17 - WHERE ARE THE RICH COUNTS WITH OLIVE ORCHARDS???
2009-02-17 - It is true. I'm not badly off at all.
2009-02-17 - Cry cry cry cry cry
2009-02-16 - Don't mind my sense of humour
2009-02-15 - I sat in a dark chair in C's apartment, trying to convince him to think about my situation.
2009-02-15 - pros cons
2009-02-14 - Those potted tulips would have died, anyhow.
2009-02-14 - What a charming evocation of the (re) kindling of desire.
2009-02-14 - Making 70s music sounds, here; spinning my disco ball.
2009-02-13 - I MUST go to Ireland next year. Am thinking about it.
2009-02-13 - Depressing.
2009-02-12 - Pronouncement Day
2009-02-12 - What I want I'd never say
2009-02-11 - Die kochen auch nur mit Wasser
2009-02-11 - If you were Odyss3us...
2009-02-10 - a no pronouncement zone...
2009-02-10 - I'm definitely the hare.
2009-02-10 - Eyes tired.
2009-02-09 - If you were for me, I'd be sleeping at your house.
2009-02-09 - Wow! An actual sick day!
2009-02-08 - Peace found in Ottawa, of all places!
2009-02-08 - For all I know.
2009-02-08 - A little video for Fifi and Biba!!
2009-02-07 - I trust the cards will fall. What a wonderland when you look.
2009-02-06 - woodpecker hunt
2009-02-06 - Punchy
2009-02-05 - grey is the colour of my immune system
2009-02-05 - How many ways can I say \"pain in the ass\"?
2009-02-05 - A 60 year-old woman having babies with somene else's eggs. Gods
2009-02-04 - Maybe maybe. Time to relax.
2009-02-04 - Men are only useful when they're dancing. Well, some men.
2009-02-04 - My left flailing, useless appendage!
2009-02-03 - There are places I remember
2009-02-03 - brought to you from a big dork in a red dress
2009-02-02 - Really not too pleased.
2009-02-02 - Black and blue and puffy!
2009-02-01 - Bon. C'est la vie.
2009-02-01 - I am a WINTER girl after all!
2009-01-31 - A bit of Canadiana for you: skating videos
2009-01-31 - SUCH a dullard.
2009-01-31 - The mood sticks
2009-01-30 - Now quite hungry.
2009-01-30 - Desiderata in actual life this time.
2009-01-29 - Affirmations
2009-01-29 - Bloody AWESOME
2009-01-29 - Headache this morning. Trying to \"pump up\" for work
2009-01-28 - TRYING to be rational
2009-01-28 - TRIPSES
2009-01-27 - Deltas of all kinds
2009-01-27 - Organic cereal with blueberries!
2009-01-26 - A little bit of vanity goes a long, long way.
2009-01-26 - Rather delighted...
2009-01-26 - Who is that, you say?
2009-01-25 - Will pasta settle this?
2009-01-25 - A wretch like me.
2009-01-24 - I sleep with the radio on, so the newswire is imbedding itself in my subconscious.
2009-01-24 - In the quiet of my room.
2009-01-23 - It's all in the science.
2009-01-23 - Cold and damp today. BRRR! Thank goodness the C-meister got my heater working...
2009-01-22 - C. the builder
2009-01-22 - It's bloody cold in my apartment. Boo hoo!
2009-01-22 - It's a long way to ...
2009-01-22 - Sadly, a sad sack
2009-01-21 - Chocolate and om.
2009-01-21 - Yes.
2009-01-21 - waking eb divine
2009-01-21 - Adventure on your doorstep
2009-01-20 - There's always another problem, isn't there. Water off a duck's back. Water off a duck's back...
2009-01-20 - Peace.
2009-01-19 - Worth celebrating...
2009-01-19 - Yes, I'm very quickly LOSING MY MIND. I'm a slow learner, I guess, because I'm going to be naked in a chicken coop and knitting a very long afghan quite soon. You can wake me up after a few years in the nuthouse. I hope they have ice cream.
2009-01-19 - I actually wept out loud in front of the pe@ce tower today. I mean, sobbed! And yes, that was symbolic. I felt MUCH better afterwards.
2009-01-19 - How can I stop hating Mondays...I know: get a new job.
2009-01-18 - Stared myself in the face today.
2009-01-18 - Tests.
2009-01-17 - It's not a long way down, after all.
2009-01-17 - Notes to self. Salvage Saturday,, in spite of its weight. Turn it back over to the wants.
2009-01-16 - My nostrils only froze together on the way home. Has that ever happened to you? I hope it doesn't.
2009-01-16 - And that C. ate all of my olives last night!
2009-01-15 - Do you really need to know that?
2009-01-15 - Wish I could stay inside today staring at the blue blue sky and the roof next door topped with crisp, white snow.
2009-01-14 - You look good, baby, even though your soul is empty.
2009-01-13 - I'm great. Yes I am. Do you really start to believe this stuff if you say it often?
2009-01-13 - The tramp is in the house.
2009-01-12 - Pizza's here
2009-01-12 - Mondays always suck, I tell myself. Tuesdays are typically better.
2009-01-12 - Something about Guinness, dudes
2009-01-11 - Not such a long walk, but it's a long way down.
2009-01-11 - One at a time
2009-01-11 - Sunday morning on the sunny side of the street
2009-01-10 - The ease of routine
2009-01-10 - Holy jetlag, batgirl!
2009-01-09 - That elusive window of freedom.
2009-01-09 - let's start out with porridge. And then we'll put one foot in front of the other. Some chai tea will also help.
2009-01-08 - Bon bon bon bon
2009-01-08 - International HAGGARD woman of mystery
2009-01-06 - Lots of reflections. Only a little bit of sadness.
2009-01-06 - Lots of reflections. Only a little bit of sadness.
2009-01-06 - Lots of reflections. Only a little bit of sadness.
2009-01-03 - LONG post-Venice
2009-01-01 - The long slow trudge through perpetual spinsterhood.
2009-01-01 - Ending the year just as I started the year
2008-12-31 - Sketchy update
2008-12-29 - Trying to find the balance.
2008-12-28 - I hope that my fingers won't freeze as I try to draw stuff.
2008-12-26 - Difficult day, pre-travel
2008-12-26 - Not frustrating the guilt faeries' knavish tricks (usage doesn't count - I want to thwart some Italian knaves before this week is done :))
2008-12-26 - Bus driving bastards
2008-12-25 - Gloria!
2008-12-25 - Merry Christmas
2008-12-24 - Very friendly people out today.
2008-12-24 - XO Merry Christmas from the (almost) North Pole. The polar bears are tipping a cup of mulled wine to you.
2008-12-23 - less hope than genuine belief, 2009
2008-12-23 - For love or money.
2008-12-23 - Men are weird. Not a very intelligent title, but it's all I can think of at the moment.
2008-12-21 - I defy even Madame BoXx to come up with such stylish workout attire. :)
2008-12-21 - The dance of winter. Poor C. might be stuck in Toronto because of the blizzard.
2008-12-21 - I wish that Sunday morning coffee could last forever...
2008-12-20 - Good, bright, sunshiny day.
2008-12-19 - These are for mariastuart. More butterflies. I really like butterflies.
2008-12-19 - Embarrassing moment
2008-12-19 - Rainbows and butterflies II!
2008-12-18 - Rainbows and butterflies!
2008-12-18 - Rome wasn't built in a day. That is FOR sure.
2008-12-18 - There is nothing more urgent than sleep.
2008-12-17 - Writing my own prescription
2008-12-17 - Ideas
2008-12-17 - Just a song for the day. Did I ever tell you that I'm obsessed with bears, especially the polar ones. Furry giant bastards!
2008-12-17 - Feeling not bad.
2008-12-16 - A very mixed bag
2008-12-16 - Showered, dressed, ready to go.
2008-12-15 - So cold and grey. Will the sun please shine tomorrow?
2008-12-15 - Lundiose times ten
2008-12-14 - Issues of trust and dough.
2008-12-14 - Sleepy head
2008-12-13 - \"And so may you, for a light heart lives long.\"
2008-12-13 - A dog's breakfast of notes
2008-12-12 - A bit of a STRESSFUL night.
2008-12-12 - Stay to the path
2008-12-12 - That Fifi always turns thing around. Brill!
2008-12-11 - 'Cross the desert in a caravan.
2008-12-11 - Making dinner for the C-meister
2008-12-11 - I'm sorry for this request...
2008-12-11 - In my white shirt.
2008-12-10 - Chilly but appealing. :) Honestly!
2008-12-10 - Bus me round the block.
2008-12-10 - 35 cm. of snow. Pics tonight. I promise!
2008-12-09 - C'est belle, la vie.
2008-12-09 - Wet hair, warming up today. Yay!
2008-12-09 - Bad, bad, bad night.
2008-12-08 - quick update
2008-12-08 - The free-wheeling, Monday morning truth
2008-12-07 - If only I could erase the last eight hours.
2008-12-07 - STUPID ME. (I know I shouldn't say that.)
2008-12-07 - Resolute.
2008-12-07 - That's all, folks.
2008-12-07 - Maintenance is HARD WORK.
2008-12-07 - exactly.
2008-12-06 - Time. All we have is time.
2008-12-06 - What a wave
2008-12-05 - Mantra mantra mantra
2008-12-05 - HEAD BEING STRANGLED BY ECONOMIC FIMULUS
2008-12-05 - Oh Lordy. It goes so fast
2008-12-04 - I've always wanted to be a tango dancer.
2008-12-04 - I can't believe I'm THINKING THIS
2008-12-04 - You're not going to believe it. Call me Ms. Dithers
2008-12-03 - EXKS OH!
2008-12-03 - Crazy little village
2008-12-02 - Serves me right for running a half hour late for work this morning. :)
2008-12-01 - It's a simple thing: the Mondays do me in.
2008-12-01 - Yeah. I can't even think of a title.
2008-12-01 - Obstacle course
2008-11-30 - Brava!
2008-11-30 - SNOW! and LEMONS!
2008-11-30 - I feel marvelously young and alive - a feeling I've been waiting for for eight years.
2008-11-29 - Oh la la la la la la
2008-11-29 - Wanker up, wanker down
2008-11-28 - The economy and I are in about the same state.
2008-11-27 - Hope your days were as pleasant!
2008-11-27 - The allurements of freedom
2008-11-26 - What goes up must come down.
2008-11-25 - Pure joy and gratitude
2008-11-25 - Scrooge a.m.
2008-11-24 - Gentilissima!
2008-11-24 - OK. Am going to try not to be negative about work.
2008-11-23 - C and his bright ideas
2008-11-23 - Short crow and pics
2008-11-23 - I've got my love to keep me warm.
2008-11-23 - WEIRD. AND I MEAN WEIRD. Oh god how I love funny, earthy people.
2008-11-22 - I suppose it's good that I know how to spell the country's name now.
2008-11-22 - Sometimes, you can't do it on your own.
2008-11-21 - That's one mighty skeleton.
2008-11-21 - I'm so grumpy and angry at the boredom of my life and the fact that I have to tolerate the vulgarity of the senior economist. But the light has appeared in the tunnel!
2008-11-20 - Thanks thanks thanks
2008-11-20 - Not a newsflash: Economics depresses me.
2008-11-20 - M M M M M
2008-11-19 - THings that make you go...mmm
2008-11-18 - Milestones
2008-11-18 - ACK LATE
2008-11-17 - Why must days be so brief??
2008-11-16 - Buona notte.
2008-11-16 - Just some mindless rambling
2008-11-15 - Nice Saturday
2008-11-15 - Oh la la
2008-11-14 - Les murs
2008-11-14 - supporter
2008-11-14 - Périmé
2008-11-13 - To EB on her 38 and a half (th) birthday.
2008-11-12 - Salute
2008-11-12 - Another day of one hundred fifty...
2008-11-11 - Who playeth tango music!
2008-11-11 - Just a quickie video (well, maybe two)...
2008-11-11 - I can only think of trivialities today, in spite of the day.
2008-11-10 - I don't know.
2008-11-10 - Really not much to tell.
2008-11-10 - A bit tired of the lack of empathy in the world
2008-11-09 - More Canadian history than you ever wnted to know.
2008-11-09 - Cette semaine, l'espoir a une visage inédit...
2008-11-09 - Terrific article...
2008-11-08 - -
2008-11-07 - Good will
2008-11-07 - getting busy.
2008-11-07 - So tired. Disappointed in myself.
2008-11-06 - not far from the tree
2008-11-06 - Matchy match match
2008-11-06 - Thanks for the advice and good wishes! I'll sort it all out.
2008-11-06 - quick note
2008-11-06 - -
2008-11-05 - Sigh. Long day.
2008-11-05 - Will.
2008-11-04 - Sweet dreams and a wonderful moment in time for a great many people.
2008-11-03 - Thank god for cheese. I mean that.
2008-11-02 - C-meister clip
2008-11-02 - Days
2008-11-02 - Yes, I'm here!
2008-10-20 - Bait shop closed
2008-10-19 - Stuck.
2008-10-19 - The real diagnosis
2008-10-18 - The sun shines, and the wind rises.
2008-10-18 - Kidding, really.
2008-10-18 - You are so shiny and sexy!
2008-10-17 - Hmmm..
2008-10-17 - What would they do without me?
2008-10-16 - I'm not going to carry other people's baggage anymore.
2008-10-15 - I am completely done. Roasted. But I can't forget the squash in the oven!
2008-10-15 - Very tired today. Probably need to reread some of my \"lessons.\" I kind of have that feeling of \"Things are going well; what is going to start going wrong?\"
2008-10-15 - OopS! J'ai oublie mes devoirs (sorry for the missing accent..)
2008-10-14 - Cheers and beers
2008-10-13 - The \"big\" 100.
2008-10-13 - Before the \"big\" 100
2008-10-13 - The little engine that could.
2008-10-13 - All before coffee. The first few seconds of waking are always interesting.
2008-10-12 - Boxes and circles
2008-10-12 - Sorting through the negative thoughts that are creating and reinforcing behaviour
2008-10-11 - The weather is lovely and typical in my neck of the woods today.
2008-10-11 - The weather is lovely and typical in my neck of the woods today.
2008-10-11 - And where should I ask them to send me? Where is it cool without being too cool? :)
2008-10-11 - Tout va bien.
2008-10-09 - C dinner
2008-10-09 - Thought
2008-10-08 - Fiesole I
2008-10-08 - Lovely. Lovely. Lovely.
2008-10-07 - I see my fingers curving and I want them to straighten out.
2008-10-07 - Thanks for the boost of energy that will get me through this day.
2008-10-07 - It's all work.
2008-10-06 - I wish I could stay home tomorrow
2008-10-06 - I hope I get another day like that.
2008-10-05 - I've THUNK myself into a muddle and a migraine. :( Oops
2008-10-05 - I'm done now.
2008-10-05 - Rolling thoughts before the brain gets turned OFF.
2008-10-05 - Quiet and certainty now.
2008-10-04 - Find a way to love what you have, not have what you love. At least for now.
2008-10-04 - I don't even really know if I could live in Italy. I think that my plan of an apartment in Florence is the best one. And then I'd have to work out a way to take longer holidays. Hmmm...
2008-10-04 - More musing. No excuses and no apologies.
2008-10-04 - What are you going to do?
2008-10-03 - SOOOOOO TIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRREEED
2008-10-03 - Mood killer! That Dan!
2008-10-02 - Achey breaky shaky steady.
2008-10-02 - Had to work some things out in my head, pay some bills, make a plan.
2008-10-01 - Plans plans plans are the way
2008-09-30 - You can stay the night.
2008-09-30 - Wish and love are not the same thing. To me you're just a tourist.
2008-09-30 - Time for coffee and a jolt of positive attitude.
2008-09-29 - Heartsick is all it feels like.
2008-09-28 - Italia winds down, and I move forward into my new life. I am finally feeling 100% healthy. What a shame that it is the last day!
2008-09-27 - Flights of fancy and earthly delight.
2008-09-26 - A bit of peace, baci baci baci, and heaps of inspiration
2008-09-26 - Rushed rushed rushed and you CANNOT rush LA DOLCE V!TA
2008-09-25 - I really do completely underrate the value of my health
2008-09-24 - QUITE the day. Why are Italian men so very hottttt?
2008-09-24 - Still sick. Ah well!
2008-09-23 - A little bit flat, but not bad at all.
2008-09-22 - Thinking and not thinking
2008-09-21 - Cough cough cough. But I'm different. I really am!
2008-09-21 - Super S!
2008-09-20 - The date that seems likely to be an anti-climax
2008-09-19 - Ze plot thickens
2008-09-19 - fun, fun, if a little bit of rain
2008-09-18 - Bella, bella, bella Italia
2008-09-18 - A turn in the weather.
2008-09-18 - Take care and be well.
2008-09-18 - Loneliness is a tenacious bastard
2008-09-18 - Not an ending. A beginning
2008-09-18 - Really not a day I'm proud of. I can't stop crying. The tears are actually rolling down my cheeks at the computer.
2008-09-17 - Lights dancing on the Arno; river mostly looked like a swamp to me tonight.
2008-09-17 - dinner with a friend
2008-09-17 - It is going to be difficult to go home. :)
2008-09-17 - No crema solare required this time. :)
2008-09-17 - Please excuse this entry - don't read too much into it. Working out some thoughts. Feel free to comment though. :)
2008-09-16 - Bella bella bella bello
2008-09-16 - Going to the Porta Rossa
2008-09-15 - So how do you spell sour grapes? :)
2008-09-15 - Wonderful art class.
2008-09-15 - Good morning FIRENZE!
2008-09-14 - Sort of crazy, running-off-at-the-mouth notes! I'm still sleepy!
2008-09-13 - And I won't deflower any young men - promise. :)
2008-09-12 - The clock really is ticking...
2008-09-11 - (By the way, I don't leave until Saturday late morning/early afternoon!) I promise LOTS of pics in Italy. Today it's just words, unfortunately. :)
2008-09-11 - Just the end of the day. A little bit anxious about packing, as I've packed too much already.
2008-09-11 - Today is all about spirit.
2008-09-10 - Conflicted and otherwise relatively useless today. As usual!
2008-09-09 - Oh I hope this fever passes quickly.
2008-09-09 - plus ça change, plus c'est la même chose
2008-09-09 - It's all for the birds.
2008-09-08 - Meditation, calm, relaxation for the next four days.
2008-09-08 - Romance and chickens. Not at the same time. Oh and I should warn you that I am a very poor cook.
2008-09-08 - Cornbread and I can't think of anything else
2008-09-07 - Some quick photos and then it's back to Il Post!no
2008-09-07 - Sleeping sitting up. :)
2008-09-07 - Water, water, water, please. Oh and a new digestive system.
2008-09-06 - How's this for social? :)
2008-09-05 - Rolling, rolling, rolling.
2008-09-05 - When I opened the window, a squirrel was actually SITTING ON THE WINDOW SILL. ARRRRRRRRRRGHHHH
2008-09-04 - Walking walking walking...like a bird on a wire...in a daydream
2008-09-04 - Smile if you're extroverted.
2008-09-04 - Munch. Munch. Munch.
2008-09-04 - Off I go to work. Please excuse my spelling
2008-09-03 - Chianti, here I come!
2008-09-03 - Cry me a river
2008-09-03 - Getting my complaining out so that it doesn't taint my day.
2008-09-03 - Getting my complaining out so that it doesn't taint my day.
2008-09-02 - The dudes love me. The dudes love me. (It's called affirmation. ;-))
2008-09-02 - Work, work, work. Must think only positive thoughts about work!
2008-09-02 - Chop chop chop I'm so on the ball for me. This won't last...
2008-09-02 - The economist in the library with the candlestick.
2008-09-01 - The long and the short end of the stick.
2008-09-01 - Sticky, stickies, free.
2008-08-31 - I'm clearing out space in my life and in my heart for everything that I want in life.
2008-08-31 - Pics to tell the story.
2008-08-31 - A good weekend. The weekend is moving forward.
2008-08-30 - Trust. Believe in the process.
2008-08-30 - A few mishaps, but still breathing
2008-08-29 - I embrace change, actually. Sometimes too much, lately too little. But the only constant is change, non?
2008-08-29 - Yes, I do like my wall.
2008-08-29 - \"It shows a sort of conceited independence; a self-sufficiency without air.\"
2008-08-28 - Wholesome. Meditative. Clearly focused on diffusing the anxiety, viewing work with the perspective it merits.
2008-08-28 - And what stage is anger, again?
2008-08-28 - I just noticed that I have a giant spider-web death trap for myriad insects hanging above my computer. I've never noticed it before. I'm not much of a housekeeper, methinks.
2008-08-27 - One day at a time.
2008-08-27 - And the packs of cycling dudes were all going DOWNHILL as I was huffing and puffing my way UPHILL. One waved though. ;)
2008-08-27 - A wave of pessimism came out of nowhere!
2008-08-26 - Bella figura
2008-08-26 - It feels...slow today. Which probably equates only to lonely.
2008-08-26 - Unsettling night
2008-08-25 - I say SUPERB
2008-08-25 - The rain in Florence falls mainly on the fifteenth.
2008-08-25 - grateful for...crispy, gluten-free cereal
2008-08-24 - Naming and being named.
2008-08-24 - Day off and Saturday cycling
2008-08-23 - Some new potatoes and an Italian count, per favore!
2008-08-23 - Afternoon struggles with indecision.
2008-08-23 - Small rant!
2008-08-23 - The sun just keeps on getting brighter and shinier...
2008-08-22 - I was smiling when I woke up this morning. I KNEW that there was a good reason!
2008-08-22 - Why is spelling such a challenge?
2008-08-21 - Inglese italianato e un diavolo incarnato
2008-08-21 - Thursday evening, nothing special at all!
2008-08-20 - I want to say that I hate computers, but meeting people whom I would never meet in daily life is well worth the trials...
2008-08-20 - Delayed gratification indeed.
2008-08-19 - From the sticky monster
2008-08-18 - And a happy evening to you!
2008-08-17 - The moon out my skylight is full. I'd better remember to close it else I'll have a squirrel visitor in the night again, I'm sure. :)
2008-08-17 - Natural
2008-08-17 - Bad hair and opportunity missed.
2008-08-17 - Like gazelles
2008-08-16 - Bon. Bon. Bon
2008-08-16 - Super great
2008-08-16 - Until we meet again..
2008-08-15 - This ragamuffin is Italia bound. I just love the way that that little chick is inching to the right...
2008-08-15 - Skirmishes there will be.
2008-08-14 - Silly
2008-08-14 - One day until the weekend! I wish I had the energy (and a car) to get to the F0lk Festival.
2008-08-13 - Hello from the post-a-holic!
2008-08-13 - Notes on \"flotation devices,\"as my one friend is wont to say.
2008-08-13 - Cheer!
2008-08-13 - -
2008-08-13 - Excitement in the morning!
2008-08-12 - Self-esteem workshop. Attempt 1.
2008-08-12 - With apologies to Fifi for theft. :)
2008-08-12 - Oh sugar daddy, where art thou?? ;)
2008-08-11 - It's just me - boring McBoring.
2008-08-11 - Morning routines
2008-08-10 - Now to make the most of the remaining hours of the weekend!
2008-08-10 - There's just a tiny bit of sun peeking out from behind a cloud..
2008-08-09 - Oh I'd like to be the girl...
2008-08-09 - It's a wonderful world
2008-08-08 - Nothing is lost.
2008-08-07 - I'm really, really enjoying life this week.
2008-08-07 - Simple doodles. Nothing profound.
2008-08-06 - And I need to find my Korean phrasebook to give to a junior colleague...
2008-08-06 - If you're having trouble sleeping, read this entry...
2008-08-05 - She's my brandy alexander
2008-08-04 - I'm the most annoyingly prolific pseudo-diarist ever!
2008-08-04 - Hope you are all well. I'm DRUNK!
2008-08-04 - A good butt helps one to nurture strength of spirit, non?
2008-08-04 - Skirt
2008-08-04 - Somehow, I managed to injure myself
2008-08-03 - My mug.
2008-08-03 - From now on I think I'll eschew honesty in favour of pictures.
2008-08-02 - Drying off.
2008-08-01 - There are things I'd love to be able to understand...
2008-08-01 - I feel marginally better for having written a few words.
2008-07-31 - So I think that maybe I've been having an allergic reaction to the wheat that I've been stupidly eating. :(
2008-07-31 - I must be ill or something, because I have never before felt so weary...
2008-07-30 - I feel like a gerbil on a wheel...
2008-07-30 - No exercise for me today but a walk. :(
2008-07-29 - A run did me some good. Though I am still SOOOOO tired.
2008-07-29 - In which I complain. But only a little bit.
2008-07-28 - Eat, please eat!
2008-07-27 - \"Shak3speare is a drunken savage with some imagination, whose plays please only in London and Canada.\" - Volt@ire
2008-07-27 - Dude-l-o-mania, part deux.
2008-07-27 - Short notes. Deleted others.
2008-07-25 - A Friday wish of joy and summer fun for you!
2008-07-24 - So many things to think about. So much for the \"not thinking\" thing. :)
2008-07-24 - Maybe I'm just lazy....
2008-07-23 - Too much writing today. I must launch into other things.
2008-07-23 - Roommates entry: This is LOOOOOONNNNNGGG. My apologies to those who don't like an excess of words! You might want to skim.
2008-07-23 - So I'm at home and I find it to be torturous!
2008-07-22 - Thinking, and yet not thinking.
2008-07-22 - Mornings, mornings, mornings.
2008-07-21 - Easy breezy underperforming me.
2008-07-21 - This morning, sitting here, I actually started thinking that I would figure out how to move to Paris for next year!!!???
2008-07-20 - Gratitude, part two: San Min!ato at sunset, with an annoying (at least at that point in time) Australian man in tow! :)
2008-07-20 - gratitude. doubled
2008-07-20 - A lovely, lovely day. Sometimes you just need to exert extra effort to flush out the anxiety.
2008-07-20 - (Mostly now deleted - too angsty) No need to read this one - very long and thoughtful and personal. Just thoughts I needed to get down on \"paper.\"
2008-07-19 - Did Rob3rt Browning do away with EBB??
2008-07-18 - Wheeeeeeeeeeee
2008-07-17 - A momentous day. And I was wearing gold shoes with little golden bows (pics two posts back!). What's NOT to like?
2008-07-17 - More \"G\"
2008-07-17 - G is today's letter.
2008-07-16 - Some very silly thoughts from a very silly woman. :)
2008-07-16 - I reall need some barley. That's it.
2008-07-16 - Very groggy this morning!
2008-07-15 - So much better today. Thank God.
2008-07-15 - Thank you and love and hope to you!
2008-07-14 - First message to self: Stop thinking and instead enjoy!
2008-07-14 - I really shouldn't complain. In actual fact I mean to be diarying to myself moreso than complaining. :)
2008-07-14 - Another work week begins...
2008-07-13 - No touching allowed. I'm not subtle at all, am I?
2008-07-13 - What an EXCELLENT day.
2008-07-13 - Final collages...
2008-07-13 - Collage craziness!!
2008-07-13 - More collage pics!
2008-07-13 - collage in the works! Hugs to BoXx for setting the example!!
2008-07-13 - Resources. I'm talking resources.
2008-07-12 - Art therapy, for real :)
2008-07-12 - Blue, grey, pink, yellow, black.
2008-07-12 - So that be it. I'm still staring at my red dress in amazement - it's glorious.
2008-07-12 - I'm sure I'll be back, but for now I'm attempting to keep this brief.
2008-07-11 - What a looooong day at the office.
2008-07-11 - Back to the OFFICE. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
2008-07-11 - Just some thoughts on running and so on. Please excuse the lack of editing as this is - as usual- being done off the cuff.
2008-07-10 - Leaving the waste behind. The pieces of my lfie did not fall away, lost.
2008-07-09 - Rock hard, it is. N3wfoundland, I mean.
2008-07-08 - Talking to myself a little bit. Filling the lonely hours. :)
2008-07-08 - Sauna-living gets me riled up.
2008-07-08 - I'm starting the day out with Anna's recommended breathing and a big Om. I feel that it will be a GREAT day. I don't know why. Cheers to one and all.
2008-07-07 - For those inclined to observe and remark...
2008-07-07 - Unfathomably HOT.
2008-07-07 - I must start operation no anxiety today...
2008-07-06 - Cottage cheerfulness. Scroll down - pictures! And pics last entry!
2008-07-06 - I'm BAAAACK!
2008-07-05 - The sun is shining and it is going to be a hot-tastic Ontario summer day worthy of a GIAAAAAAAAAAANT ice cream cone in Minden.
2008-07-05 - I'm thinking of creating my own list of \"cider house\" rules for myself. I need to be disciplined.
2008-07-04 - A short work week that felt like a lengthy one..
2008-07-03 - Dreaming before dreaming.
2008-07-03 - On the highway soon.
2008-07-03 - Just some pics. Trying to use my time wisely. :)
2008-07-03 - Soooo happy to be home.
2008-07-02 - I feel like I'm on the edge of a wee nervous breakdown
2008-07-02 - Every ounce of effort does it take when one is pretending. Which is why I need so much recovery on the weekend!
2008-07-01 - Thanks for your support!!!
2008-07-01 - I need to get a life...
2008-07-01 - I'm a little bit red, I guess.
2008-07-01 - -
2008-07-01 - Clarity en route
2008-07-01 - I sink just one notch lower.
2008-06-30 - I really believe this, if you can believe it. :)
2008-06-30 - What does this girl want??
2008-06-30 - Meandering of my running brain.
2008-06-29 - It's just wrong for me to even post this, but I can't help myself. Besides, both my fifty year-old imaginary Italian boyfriend and my twenty-eight year-old imaginary Polish boyfriend from London just emailed me. I just CAN'T choose.
2008-06-29 - Pics of the day
2008-06-29 - Questions to ask grandmothers. And I think I figured out the reason why I have them.
2008-06-28 - Not looking the other way. But today, I wore my red shoes. I forgot that I have marvelous red wedges. If not a red dress...
2008-06-28 - Dudes, dudes. It's all about the dudes.
2008-06-28 - Sydney, redux. And I just deleted the negative parts, mostly. I don't know why I'm feeling a bit bitter towards others today - not good. I do really feel pretty good and confident about being myself, doing my thing. :)
2008-06-28 - I can say this honestly.
2008-06-27 - Yogging time. Weekend! YAY!
2008-06-27 - TGIF for sure
2008-06-26 - Me me me. Wish I had a wee bit of romance today.
2008-06-26 - run run run. wish I could stay home a bit longer this morning. need to get up earlier.
2008-06-25 - Very very meditative and actually QUITE happy at the moment. It's hotter and stinkier than you would believe here right now. Another reason that I need to move to Europe. OK. So Italy is hot. Maybe I should move to England or something.
2008-06-24 - Just a thought.
2008-06-24 - Seriously, I didn't take a breath
2008-06-24 - Sooooo forgetful.
2008-06-24 - To pizzazz or not to pizzazz
2008-06-23 - Eating would be good!
2008-06-23 - Really want to stay in bed. Maybe tomorrow!
2008-06-22 - Sunday freshness
2008-06-22 - It was a relief to wake up this morning and realize that I actually *do* still have a job.
2008-06-22 - I have good dreams
2008-06-22 - I have good dreams
2008-06-21 - Over my rainbow! Or maybe off my rainbow?
2008-06-21 - Should live for now, not for the future. Think, EB!
2008-06-21 - Meh. A night. Camping good.
2008-06-20 - I wish I could stay just here. :)
2008-06-19 - Just me again. Thinking about floating feet.
2008-06-19 - wee notes in praise of melancholy
2008-06-19 - Om.
2008-06-18 - Maybe it's disappointment?
2008-06-17 - irony
2008-06-17 - irony
2008-06-16 - Oh frailty, thy name art Ottawa!
2008-06-16 - Muffin stealer!
2008-06-16 - Muffin stealer!
2008-06-15 - End of the day not quite in tune with the earlier part.
2008-06-15 - Exciting but it is going to take some time!
2008-06-15 - I really get it now.
2008-06-14 - It IS a divine comedia!
2008-06-14 - Just a weird entry from me.
2008-06-14 - Trying to crush the rising feelings of disappointment and even despair
2008-06-13 - WARNING: PIC BELOW THAT IS NOT GOOD FOR CHILDREN TO SEE. Making amends. The last entry was more of a rant than anything! ;)
2008-06-13 - A bit untalented, am I. Apology for the rant about the se here. I really should restrain myself. I'm feeling guilty. Not good. Next entry I will try to find some photos.
2008-06-13 - THanks thanks!
2008-06-12 - Achey and probably mildly concussed but I think OK.
2008-06-12 - Oh the trouble I get myself into. But I do have a guardian angel or two or three or five. :)
2008-06-12 - a few pics
2008-06-11 - Interesting evening. I'm so glad that I'm OK. At least I think I'm OK. I spent the last five miles in the dark wondering if I was OK, because I couldn't see anything.
2008-06-11 - OH my goodness and I forgot to wish DAN A HAPPY BIRTHDAY WHEN I EMAILED HIM TODAY. I am the most self-centred person ever these days.
2008-06-10 - note to self
2008-06-10 - I wish I had a salad.
2008-06-09 - How great is that?
2008-06-09 - Ha hahahaha
2008-06-09 - Hmm...hotter than hades in my apartment. It seems dirty.
2008-06-09 - Time to find a plan
2008-06-09 - Oddly, for me, I can't even TELL you what I'm feeling. But I'm feeling so much. It's all muddled together...blue and red and pink and yellow and green...forming one big muddy puddle.
2008-06-08 - Such a long, long couple of days. Haven't run or seen anything of the big V. (Still don't like Vancouver, actually.)
2008-06-07 - Just the seed.
2008-06-05 - I'll have to beg your forgiveness, before you even read this. :)
2008-06-04 - I stil can't believe that I killed Basil!
2008-06-04 - I stil can't believe that I killed Basil!
2008-06-04 - Oh the steam runs out. It does! It does! But who cares - I'm going to Firenze. And man this Chianti is good.
2008-06-03 - Kind of muddled and confused and puzzled. Uneasy, still. Can't put my finger on it.
2008-06-03 - I feel a bit uneasy, for some reason, but all will be well. :)
2008-06-02 - Basil is growing, but weakly.
2008-06-02 - So many things...
2008-06-01 - Rethinking silly ideas. Edited *
2008-06-01 - Pictorial entry - final bike tour
2008-06-01 - Surrender
2008-06-01 - dilemma of the day
2008-06-01 - It's so gloomy, dreary and rainy here. And I'm so chilled and tired. Now cuddled up in a sweatshirt though. :)
2008-06-01 - I have to shake my head at myself...
2008-05-31 - So, so, so good, I must say. But I'm too prolific - the first entry for today was more important. This one is superfluous.
2008-05-31 - Always keep your child-like sense of wonder, and your yen for exploration.
2008-05-30 - It's not supposed to rain in the 'couv after March...
2008-05-30 - question! OMG I can't believe that I am going back to Firenze!
2008-05-30 - Making a second entry
2008-05-30 - How text-y of me.
2008-05-29 - Can't wait to make chocolate-dipped strawberries a la Fifi!
2008-05-29 - I'm quite happy - don't get the wrong impression!
2008-05-29 - -
2008-05-29 - Laugh at me if you will. And don't blame it on the sangiovese. If anything, blame it on the poppies. Those brilliant poppies. And a language that sings into my ear..
2008-05-28 - I think that that's all for my spouting off for today. It was a daffodil day.
2008-05-27 - Ohhh so tired. I will improve.
2008-05-27 - Such an awful day. But I'm working through it.
2008-05-27 - Not a good show at all.
2008-05-26 - Almost too tired to go on, even though I have been sleeping lots lately. Just like the mice, I don't deal well with change.
2008-05-26 - So maybe I should think more?
2008-05-26 - Off I trot to work.
2008-05-26 - Have a great day!
2008-05-26 - Have a great day!
2008-05-25 - I wish this tummy pain would go away. I hope that mint tea helps.
2008-05-25 - So much to think about. I am so impatient. I must not lose hope though, or waver in my determination to get out of here. :)
2008-05-25 - Chocolate is the medicament!
2008-05-25 - Oh the brain is complicated and yet so predictable
2008-05-24 - When I think about it, I am worried about my discussion with my boss on Monday. But there is no point!
2008-05-24 - The headache is sort of gone, but not quite.
2008-05-24 - Never forget that even days have variable textures.
2008-05-24 - Brunch with Dan in a couple of hours
2008-05-23 - I think waaaaaaaaaay too much.
2008-05-23 - Be careful what you wish for...
2008-05-23 - Yes
2008-05-22 - I'm thinking of that Frida K@hlo painting with the giant, valvular heart linked to...everything.
2008-05-22 - Never underestimate the power of an uncomfortable environment.
2008-05-22 - So people are predictable, I guess
2008-05-21 - Sinatra on the radio
2008-05-21 - I wish I had some lard.
2008-05-21 - I wish I had some lard.
2008-05-21 - Just a silly ramble in the morning
2008-05-21 - OK...so I'm sort of becoming a normal abnormal person. And I'm thinking about an Italian donation. :)
2008-05-20 - So should I just go and \"get some stuff?\" Maybe I should ask for an Italian donation. (Just checking to see if you were listening. ;))
2008-05-19 - I'm very sad. But I feel that this is a positive sadness. It is a learning sadness.
2008-05-19 - Everything must change. My consciousness is awake.
2008-05-19 - It's going to be a long march, I'm afraid.
2008-05-18 - Lessons listed. Pictures two entries back!
2008-05-18 - So everything does happen for a reason. And as said EM Forst3r via Julian S@nds. \"It is fate, but call it Italy if it pleases you...\"
2008-05-18 - Sniff sniff
2008-05-18 - alive and kicking...as was the kid doing to my seat on the last leg of my 19 hour journey...
2008-05-16 - A tired but OK end to a lovely trip.
2008-05-16 - Not quite digested yet.
2008-05-15 - Wish me luck!!
2008-05-15 - Wish me luck!!
2008-05-15 - Wish me luck!!
2008-05-15 - Summer's lease hath all too short a date..
2008-05-15 - So many interesting thoughts.
2008-05-15 - So many interesting thoughts.
2008-05-15 - Oh how I love this country. Why do I come from the northerly land of ice and snow?
2008-05-14 - And I've got to tell them that I am a touch titschy. :)
2008-05-14 - And I've got to tell them that I am a touch titschy. :)
2008-05-13 - So the bacis are back.
2008-05-13 - Sorry. Gloomy! No need to pity me!
2008-05-13 - Afloat in a sea of youth I feel leathery all of a sudden...
2008-05-12 - I've gone a little bit olive oil crazy. I have purchased two bottles of wine and five bottles of olive oil. Given two leather jackets, a purse and two scarves...I'm thinking that I'm goign to have to start drinking, bathing in olive oil, an
2008-05-11 - Sun soaked and SOOOOO drenched in olive oil and the scent of ginestra. Must go to Santa Maria Nov3lla tomorrow to buy some perfume with that scent....Wish you were here!!
2008-05-11 - Crazy country touring!
2008-05-10 - In which I blabber nonsensically in a half-awake state in Firenze
2008-05-10 - Off on a wine tour. Do I write to the beautiful Irish guide with the lovely green eyes? That would be dumb, non? What would it be for? ;)
2008-05-09 - In which I am a bit touchy! And please do excuse the punctuation, especially near the end of this - major keyboard problems and I just gave up.
2008-05-08 - OK. Exuberance MIGHT be taking me over. And my lord have I EVER BEEN EATING SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.
2008-05-06 - SO many photos but uploading will be difficult! (And I don't have software for cropping.)
2008-05-05 - xoxoxox
2008-05-04 - Sometimes even *I* think that I should slap myself and say, \"Get over yourself!\"
2008-05-04 - Back to myself
2008-05-04 - Sleep really does help. Sorry - LONG entry
2008-05-04 - OK. Tomorrow I must plan and organize for ITALY!
2008-05-04 - OK. Tomorrow I must plan and organize for ITALY!
2008-05-03 - WHYYYYY do I need a chemistry lesson?
2008-05-03 - Trying to crush the stupid, pointless ache
2008-05-03 - I do hope that my time is at least somewhat near.
2008-05-03 - I do hope that my time is at least somewhat near.
2008-05-03 - self talk
2008-05-03 - Sore throat of the allergens in the air variety.
2008-05-02 - Just some pics. Look closely
2008-05-02 - Hello hello hello
2008-05-01 - Dr. Ph!l I am not.
2008-04-30 - the notes of the day
2008-04-29 - the evening goes on...
2008-04-29 - I have Katie Holmes hair right now. But so does everyone else now. I'm scared!
2008-04-29 - Just a small detour
2008-04-28 - Trying to reprogram
2008-04-28 - Hope you all had great days.
2008-04-28 - And tonight I have to prepare the clothes for the women's shelter, do my taxes, decide whether to cancel my haircut tomorrow!
2008-04-27 - What might have been, what is.
2008-04-27 - PS
2008-04-27 - I can do so much, if I choose!
2008-04-27 - Thank goodness for furry things. Well except my tongue.
2008-04-27 - Oh my goodness I am a fool!
2008-04-27 - Confusion, genuine confusion
2008-04-26 - Take me now! (Edited) And I'm talking about the Black D3ath, not you, Andrea!
2008-04-26 - Half-baked thoughts over pistachio nuts.
2008-04-26 - Morning!
2008-04-25 - Men in tights. No - luscious men in tights.
2008-04-25 - Just me again.
2008-04-24 - Oh the new friends! Thanks!
2008-04-24 - morning in the EB house
2008-04-24 - lunch on a limb...but with all my limbs...barely
2008-04-24 - A little bit under-rested but you wouldn't know it from my bright cheeks and flippy hair!
2008-04-24 - oh la la la la la la
2008-04-22 - Little green giant of my own.
2008-04-22 - More self-flattery, I'm afraid. And here I descend into teen-speak, for some reason.
2008-04-22 - The morning draws and wanders
2008-04-22 - And I still haven't done my taxes, yet, can you believe it?
2008-04-21 - Je suis chanceuse!
2008-04-21 - Monday morning fatigue - not good. Thank goodness it's French morning and so only a half day of fascination with the nation's line dances. :)
2008-04-21 - Monday morning fatigue - not good. Thank goodness it's French morning and so only a half day messing up the nation's line dances. :)
2008-04-20 - Et il a dit, \"Vous etes jolie comme une italienne.\"
2008-04-20 - whiling away the day, though I did have a nice walk in the sunshine!
2008-04-20 - Oh lord, the bait is in the water. Too bad all that ever gets bitten is my optimism. :) Who am I kidding? I have an endlessly deep well of optimism. For this I am grateful. :)
2008-04-20 - Headache-y today. Rats!
2008-04-19 - Dum dah dum dum dum! I'm singing Schubert's fifth symphony, first movement! Yes, I am!
2008-04-18 - Curiouser and curiouser
2008-04-18 - Expressing my preferences and *not* preferences.
2008-04-18 - I'm feeling a little bit grumpy, frankly. Nothing weird or abnormal - just grumpy. :)
2008-04-18 - Well you know...
2008-04-17 - Long, long, long. Mes excuses. Mi scusi!
2008-04-17 - Oh sweet justification
2008-04-17 - must run off to a meeting. Can't believe it's Thursday already.
2008-04-16 - I did it. And I'm not going to regret it this time.
2008-04-16 - Whiling the time away
2008-04-16 - Thank goodness I am apparently not actually insane
2008-04-16 - Shame shame shame
2008-04-16 - xoxoxx
2008-04-16 - I'm sorry for being such wimp and for seemingly begging attention and pity. It is not my intention. I'm just working out the varying thoughts in my crazy head.
2008-04-15 - Gotta run out to speak with my landlord, but I'm sure I'll be back - mildly inebriated - later. :) Oh lordy I learn but slowly.
2008-04-15 - sad, honestly
2008-04-15 - I have learned my lesson. Hope wounds.
2008-04-14 - Oh when I tumble I roll down a ravine. I really did that once. I was running in the morning - I am NEVER good in the morning - and my boyfriend didn't at first miss me and then eventually looked behind when he realized that I was no longer with him.
2008-04-13 - good grief i hope it's not something ulcerous
2008-04-12 - A pleasant day, but a rainy one and so one spent mostly indoors.
2008-04-11 - Definitely very, very happy with the progress made this week. An excellent week. A daffodil week.
2008-04-11 - Ah sigh...true but still stranger than fiction
2008-04-11 - :) Self-esteem workshop
2008-04-10 - My tongue still hurts, if you can believe it. And it never even wags. Except on here.
2008-04-10 - What a pain in the arse
2008-04-10 - Always the same. ;)
2008-04-09 - Tongue hurting a bit, for some reason.
2008-04-09 - Oh indeed, the trouble runs deeper than I had thought.
2008-04-08 - 2nd entry - sorry - previous one shorter and funnier, this one long and even persnickity in places. FOrgive me!
2008-04-08 - Just more vanity...but only a little
2008-04-07 - COWS!
2008-04-07 - A day of lovely, beautiful opposites!
2008-04-07 - Let's see how long this will last.
2008-04-07 - Action is way better than fear!
2008-04-06 - A laundry list of the nothing that I did this afternoon!
2008-04-06 - Canceled my run, eating potatoes, and enjoying the sun through my window. About to read a book, start drawing!
2008-04-05 - Many apologies for the nothing that is this entry!
2008-04-03 - Definitely need to take better care of myself!
2008-04-03 - So many implications of a health problem. Oh no!
2008-04-03 - So many implications of a health problem. Oh no!
2008-04-02 - Babbling again!
2008-04-02 - Babbling again!
2008-04-02 - I'M a crazy girl who will have to carry her own towel
2008-04-02 - things that make you go...hmm....
2008-04-01 - Thank you thank you thank you wonderful, caring women!
2008-03-31 - Life's a series of rolling hills.
2008-03-30 - Can you believe it? I've made a sort-of decision! ;)
2008-03-30 - A little bit overburdened, but I'm going to try to forget about it. Yes, the struggles are rolling off my shoulders as I write. :)
2008-03-30 - Settling deadlines. Making choices.
2008-03-30 - complaining and not sleeping. Not good!
2008-03-29 - Tooting my big horn!
2008-03-28 - And now for the weekend!
2008-03-28 - And now for the weekend!
2008-03-28 - Oh why oh why can't I be a different person?
2008-03-26 - My rants are produced with a smile. :)
2008-03-26 - My rants are produced with a smile. :)
2008-03-25 - Ominosity
2008-03-24 - Will someone feed me a grape, please?
2008-03-23 - A very nice day, but already the weekend feels too short.
2008-03-23 - What is really going on?
2008-03-22 - Since the only choices on tv tonight are Mme. Doubtfire and Monst3r-in-law, I think I'm going out to the video store...
2008-03-22 - Truly disappointed in people who have no pride or scruples
2008-03-21 - In which I circle and muddle myself and reveal why I actually am NOT disgusted by an English breakfast.
2008-03-20 - money schmoney.
2008-03-20 - until the thin lady sings
2008-03-18 - Vegetables and industrial food and unsexy true crime
2008-03-18 - Vegetables and industrial food and unsexy true crime
2008-03-17 - SLLLEEEEEEPY
2008-03-17 - Green people note: I will not be joining you tonight. :( I do wish I'd bought myself a Guinness, however...
2008-03-16 - A little bit sad about missing the bike trip, but looking forward to other new adventures!
2008-03-15 - In the category of \"What were you smoking, exactly?\"
2008-03-15 - yellow is the colour of the afternoon
2008-03-15 - creating my own mythology, dragging it from the ashes, once again...
2008-03-13 - A potato by any other name a woman.
2008-03-12 - I'm still out of sorts, I can't lie.
2008-03-11 - Oh the fatigue.
2008-03-11 - The memory disk was erased again!
2008-03-11 - Not sure where to go from here.
2008-03-10 - Please remove this woman from my life.
2008-03-09 - Another Sunday came and disappeared...
2008-03-09 - I'm hurting today.
2008-03-09 - Some winter shots for you!
2008-03-08 - I really can't believe how contented I am right now.
2008-03-08 - DVD player broken. The crime!
2008-03-07 - Notes on a scandal. Not.
2008-03-07 - Notes on a scandal. Not.
2008-03-06 - And now for something different...
2008-03-04 - Puzzling and annoying day
2008-03-03 - I'm too busy and yet completely inert
2008-03-02 - Just a slow Sunday afternoon, and I've already eaten a whole bag of carrots!
2008-03-02 - Just a slow Sunday afternoon, and I've already eaten a whole bag of carrots!
2008-03-01 - Migraine hiccough.
2008-03-01 - I shouldn't say these things out loud, perhaps. But they're true.
2008-02-28 - good to know your money is going to good use...
2008-02-27 - Life feels a bit overpacked at the moment. I think I need a pact to get home at a reasonable time tomorrow.
2008-02-26 - another day ends and another one begins again in a few minutes. DOH!
2008-02-25 - Thoughts before sleeping.
2008-02-24 - Nothing like a good dose of meow with your chocolate mousse and carrot birthday cake...
2008-02-24 - Heavy and light as air all at once.
2008-02-23 - It's been a long time. :)
2008-02-21 - I just ran for 2 hours and now am going out to pick up a special pizza. Talk about running in order to pig out.
2008-02-20 - Well at least I don't have the mumps. This I can say is true. I think I need to start drinking though.
2008-02-19 - When you face the worst in a situation you realize that it's actually laughable...
2008-02-18 - A bit grumpy but otherwise \"OK\"
2008-02-15 - Hmmm..February 15.
2008-02-15 - Full of cheese. Needing a beer.
2008-02-14 - Mmmmm chocolately evening
2008-02-14 - Six word love poems are dangerous.
2008-02-13 - Oh goodness how I love bite-sized poetry!
2008-02-12 - Ce soir, demain matin
2008-02-12 - Vintage here I come.
2008-02-11 - You don't say, yah?
2008-02-11 - Toooooo much exercissssssseeee.
2008-02-10 - Yeah, I'm not oooolllld...
2008-02-10 - Mumbling and estimating
2008-02-09 - The secret is power
2008-02-07 - Some minor lows and highs
2008-02-06 - Shrinking b00bi3s
2008-02-06 - Shrinking b00bi3s
2008-02-05 - A whirlwind of a couple of days...and I nearly mispelled whirlwind. :)
2008-02-05 - A whirlwind of a couple of days...and I nearly mispelled whirlwind. :)
2008-02-05 - A whirlwind of a couple of days...and I nearly mispelled whirlwind. :)
2008-02-04 - I'm done.
2008-02-04 - Italy or ocean?
2008-02-04 - Thinking...
2008-02-03 - brunch with a flirty frenchman and philosophy from the mouths of babes
2008-02-02 - Me complaining, again.
2008-02-01 - Canadian rap stars and ankle-length wearable garbage bags
2008-01-31 - shorty pants
2008-01-30 - Late night, hungry, sort of working my way through the morasses
2008-01-29 - I know what I SHOULD do and yet I choose to do everything that is ill-advised...and all AT ONCE, no less!
2008-01-28 - I think I might be OK. :)
2008-01-28 - I think I might be OK.
2008-01-28 - I think I might be OK.
2008-01-28 - Oy! More later!
2008-01-28 - Anne Fr@nk
2008-01-27 - Not a great weekend, but in the end a great weekend.
2008-01-27 - A little bit of sun on my soul today. Plus some skating and cookies. Nice!
2008-01-27 - A little bit of sun on my soul today. Plus some skating and cookies. Nice!
2008-01-27 - Analysis and skating.
2008-01-27 - Analysis and skating.
2008-01-26 - quick note on the ballet
2008-01-26 - Oh I should not be let outside
2008-01-25 - Amazing how in a funk the creative juices can sometimes completely dry up.
2008-01-25 - Amazing how in a funk the creative juices can sometimes completely dry up.
2008-01-24 - Cross, I tell you!
2008-01-23 - tipsy and tired and now fortunately full of curry
2008-01-23 - -
2008-01-22 - sloptastic me
2008-01-21 - Sore throat, sore head, sore heart...talking myself out of it
2008-01-20 - Dinner party and eating aversion.
2008-01-19 - dippy eggs and personal bests
2008-01-19 - spin around
2008-01-19 - Oh to know one's faults. :(
2008-01-17 - Hmm...Somewhat glad that I didn't go out tonight.
2008-01-17 - another day I wish I hadn't had.
2008-01-16 - Barbi3's dream house.
2008-01-15 - The insanity, part II: My business prospects ain't grand. But they do involve sequined headbands.
2008-01-15 - I'll never eat again...Good thing I wore a wrap dress today.
2008-01-14 - Mutt and J3ff
2008-01-13 - Why do I even try? ;)
2008-01-13 - nothing much. a bit of hair.
2008-01-12 - Bungled again!
2008-01-12 - Spinning my yarns.
2008-01-11 - Friday power boost
2008-01-10 - thank goodness I have a big apartment and a small ego :D
2008-01-10 - Things that make you go hmmm...
2008-01-09 - Me, food - canned and wept into
2008-01-09 - trying to keep my head up. scratch that. Will keep my head up.
2008-01-08 - Only two days into the week and already cross
2008-01-07 - trust the search
2008-01-06 - It's all about the loveseat love
2008-01-06 - Sofa nonsense. Very boring entry, in spite of my efforts to write and then delete
2008-01-05 - Sitting in a clean apartment, the light and activated person who must indeed be me.
2008-01-05 - Sitting in a clean apartment, the light and activated person that must indeed be me.
2008-01-04 - half an entry
2008-01-04 - I stayed up late last night mostly making soup and watching Pride and Prejudice. This strikes me as self-sabotage.
2008-01-03 - Let's talk about stress, baby
2008-01-02 - The last day of freedom
2008-01-01 - Mild headache, full of wheeziness
2007-12-31 - Resolution: Concision
2007-12-31 - public television good for your health?
2007-12-30 - my beloved artist friend wrote!
2007-12-30 - sort of a laundry list of pre-NYE thinking
2007-12-29 - Just ignore me. I do believe that some caveman is going to have to swoop in and grab me by what little hair I have left, take me to his cave, and thereby make the mate-selection decision easy for me. :)
2007-12-29 - Me advance-rejecting IronDude
2007-12-28 - Backed into a corner without any remaining excuses!
2007-12-28 - Me being me.
2007-12-27 - doing penance
2007-12-26 - turkey fat and dating turkeys :)
2007-12-26 - Oh triteness thou art my middle name
2007-12-25 - Good grief I do hope it's not the early onset of some outrageous disease of mental degradation! (Feel free to leave honest comments...I don't offend easily.. :))
2007-12-24 - Totally in a Leon@rd Coh3n mood today.
2007-12-24 - update! update!
2007-12-24 - I'm so full and yet I keep on eating.
2007-12-23 - It's a beautiful day!
2007-12-22 - I'll karate kick you if you call me chicka. :) But please do forgive me for a soddenly \"banal\" entry.
2007-12-21 - Baiting bait am I.
2007-12-20 - Rebuilding required.
2007-12-19 - Three hour recovery in two steps.
2007-12-19 - I hope you'll excuse me this pity parade
2007-12-18 - Starting to wonder if I have mad cow disease and a brain like swiss cheese, actually.
2007-12-17 - Bought dress and more butter, possibly killed Ken and Ava's plants whilst they are in Cuba, and accidentally came on to a guy on the net..
2007-12-16 - Baking shortbread
2007-12-16 - More on the party, now that I've had 6 hours of sleep
2007-12-16 - And she used to lead a crew of chantarelle pickers in the Queen Ch@rlotte Islands!
2007-12-15 - Saturday migraine
2007-12-14 - plodding erasure! And the sun will come up tomorrow!
2007-12-14 - Such a lonely, lonely day. If I were thinking suicidal thoughts it would be right about now.
2007-12-13 - Kind of proud of the fact that I am prepared for both of the xmas parties that I am due to attend this weekend.
2007-12-12 - I'm starting to notice that I mostly come here to criticize myself. I think I deserve it though.
2007-12-11 - tree -entry II
2007-12-11 - super frustrated
2007-12-10 - OK. So I feel better, mostly because Monday is OVER!
2007-12-09 - Really up and down these days. I'm maintaining a basic equilibrium, and getting things done, but I'm finding it difficult to push away thoughts of loneliness. And Dan bought me lunch today. How ungrateful am I?
2007-12-08 - I'm really, really happy that I made the choice to try the cycling class.
2007-12-07 - making amends
2007-12-07 - Quick - the trick to avoiding depression!
2007-12-07 - Me being gloomy again. I'm trying to be honest without being self-pitying. :)
2007-12-06 - bundled up and endorphined out of my slump :)
2007-12-06 - I'm loving the Crowd3d House these days. Reminds me of the past, I think. Makes me happy, anyhow.
2007-12-06 - I wasn't happy today. In fact, I was pretty useless.
2007-12-05 - Much babble about nothing.
2007-12-04 - Pensive
2007-12-04 - Kind of grumpy.
2007-12-02 - It's really colder than a witch's tit out there. And the colder the better, I say - as long as there is snow.
2007-12-01 - words
2007-12-01 - A portrait of the artist as a formerly stilted young woman.
2007-12-01 - Saturday planning of activities. I will, I will, I will get a life!
2007-11-30 - I am so discouraged. I'm not even sad or depressed. I simply throw my hands up in the air and proclaim \"I GIVE UP!\"
2007-11-29 - lame on four continents
2007-11-28 - Busy but not contented
2007-11-27 - the undateable
2007-11-27 - silly me
2007-11-26 - -
2007-11-25 - Lists, lists, lists
2007-11-25 - Interesting but WAYYYYY too short weekend.
2007-11-24 - How could one be lonely in a world such as this?
2007-11-24 - How could one be lonely in a world such as this?
2007-11-24 - Intentionally not talking about work.
2007-11-24 - -
2007-11-23 - There is cheese and then there is CHEESE!
2007-11-22 - All I see when I close my eyes is spreadsheets...and when I open them the spreadsheets are still there, and the formulas are dancing around in evil little devil-dances! EEEEEK!
2007-11-21 - Nothing much at all. I'm avoiding being miserable. I'm taking a detour from misery, so to speak.
2007-11-20 - Work saga day II, entry II: I've stopped eating. I should remedy that.
2007-11-20 - More ramblings on the terror that is work.
2007-11-19 - I possibly made a huge mistake...
2007-11-19 - Please let me find myself an activity.
2007-11-18 - Ebbing energy today, physical anyhow. The spirit, the spiritual are intact!
2007-11-18 - The str@ight roads are the ro@ds to success; the crook3d roads are the roads to g3nius
2007-11-17 - oh I am never going to drink again...
2007-11-17 - Not a good end to the night.
2007-11-16 - -
2007-11-16 - Using my time wisely, as I sit at work staring dreamily off into space. ;-)
2007-11-15 - caveat emptor
2007-11-15 - I'm making myself ill by eating an entire garlic baguette! Yuck. I'm nearing the end of it.
2007-11-15 - mouse in action
2007-11-14 - OLE!
2007-11-14 - quick photos of remembrance holiday
2007-11-13 - I feel like making apple crisp but I know that if I do I will be falling asleep in it...
2007-11-13 - To enfin on her 37 and 1/2th birthday
2007-11-13 - I am a LOSER with a capital L
2007-11-13 - I am a LOSER with a capital L
2007-11-13 - I am a LOSER with a capital L
2007-11-12 - Oh my goodness it is late and I should jump into bed...
2007-11-12 - Oh my goodness it is late and I should jump into bed...
2007-11-12 - a fun day, but now it is raining...
2007-11-12 - a fun day, but now it is raining...
2007-11-12 - Flat out.
2007-11-11 - My apology
2007-11-11 - Remember to Live!
2007-11-10 - A bit of running
2007-11-10 - Thank you so much for your kind comments! Yes, video store guys are not the best sources of information at the end of a long grumpiness-inducing day!
2007-11-09 - emergency roquefort
2007-11-09 - If only I had stayed in bed this morning!!!!
2007-11-08 - crazy passionate
2007-11-08 - Me at work being naughty!
2007-11-07 - Me coming home from work at 8 p.m. again. ARGHHH
2007-11-06 - dissecting today's stupidity and disappointment
2007-11-05 - Monday is by far the longest day of the week, is it not???
2007-11-04 - Sunday morn.
2007-11-04 - Sunday morn.
2007-11-04 - please forgive me this morning if I seem to be persnickety - hormones, you know! I should delete this as now that I have purged myself of these thoughts I am feeling delighted and clear-headed again! But I believe in honesty so it will rest.
2007-11-03 - Saturday afternoon, still feeling sorry for myself, even though an NHL trainer asked me out for tonight. He is hot. But we all know that I like hot of the intellectual and not biceps kind. :(
2007-11-03 - Fuddle duddle...
2007-11-01 - quick relieving of suspense
2007-11-01 - I find my heart every day when I do one thing: open my eyes.
2007-10-31 - lazy neighbour
2007-10-30 - quick Tuesday part II, runny-nosed update :)
2007-10-30 - \"It IS fate. But call it Italy, if it pleases you Vicar\" :)
2007-10-30 - Being silly, Monday evening. Not a good omen for the remainder of the week.
2007-10-28 - I caught a bit of sun on a run earlier this afternoon...
2007-10-28 - lovely, lovely Sunday
2007-10-27 - Thank goodness I was born a woman...
2007-10-27 - Saturday, part III
2007-10-27 - Saturday, part II
2007-10-27 - Saturday, part II
2007-10-27 - Saturday, part II
2007-10-27 - Saturday in the grey and drear with the window open and the rain persistently descending
2007-10-26 - quick note pre- nightcap
2007-10-25 - THINKING, WRIT LARGE
2007-10-24 - Wednesday part II
2007-10-24 - Wednesday part I
2007-10-23 - I'm going to be wondering soon why I stuck out my rotten workplace for as long as I did...
2007-10-23 - poor sleep, job worry
2007-10-22 - entry part II: pics of parl!
2007-10-22 - quickie post-work (LATE, AS USUAL)
2007-10-21 - Quickie, post Guinness (be warned)
2007-10-21 - the musings of an insomniac who ate a chicken burger at 3 a.m.
2007-10-20 - epiphany ce soir
2007-10-20 - Notes from a negligent mind
2007-10-20 - pie for breakkie!
2007-10-19 - -
2007-10-19 - -
2007-10-18 - major life and job crossroads
2007-10-17 - Don't move to Canada
2007-10-17 - Don't move to Canada
2007-10-16 - -
2007-10-15 - I give up.
2007-10-15 - I hate my job.
2007-10-14 - I never have learned to make decisions.
2007-10-13 - hail storm
2007-10-13 - Saturday meandering...again.
2007-10-12 - Dull and ineffectual today, but some days are like that.
2007-10-11 - In which i try to convince myself that having three job options is not a *bad* thing.
2007-10-10 - Taking so much for granted...
2007-10-10 - thinking
2007-10-10 - Live long and prosper...and always wear a garland of stars
2007-10-09 - Tuesday, part II
2007-10-09 - musings on a grumble-y stomach
2007-10-08 - I honestly wish sometimes that life could be one long Highl@nd G@mes...
2007-10-08 - Paranoia reigns!
2007-10-08 - turkey day part IV
2007-10-07 - turkey day part III
2007-10-07 - turkey day part II
2007-10-07 - In which I ramble about boring things...
2007-10-06 - I couldn't help myself but watch this...
2007-10-06 - Ah, sleep perchance to mentally equilibriate. ;)
2007-10-05 - disappointed but looking for a silver lining.
2007-10-05 - I'm actually a bit in the dumps right now, so please do excuse me.
2007-10-04 - Like I said, I'm a moron in more ways than one. Leave it to me to forget the obvious. :)
2007-10-03 - In which I try to convince you in one breath that I am both not ignorant and profoundly ignorant...
2007-10-03 - weird, weird, weird
2007-10-03 - -
2007-10-02 - I'm so tired of uncertainty. It's making me crazy. Bring on Roma...
2007-10-01 - Dribble drabble
2007-09-30 - judgmental little me
2007-09-29 - Mercy.
2007-09-29 - foreign policy should be conducted by b0n vivants, non?
2007-09-28 - It's the all about me show, all the time.
2007-09-26 - major suckage and major mistakes. and major breakage.
2007-09-26 - oh stomach aches...another slip-up at the end of the day...
2007-09-26 - recovery day, part II (second entry for the day)
2007-09-26 - sinus pressure...
2007-09-25 - So not a good day; please let tomorrow be better...
2007-09-24 - A quick run with C. reengages me with visions of glory...
2007-09-24 - For some reason, today, I feel as though I should be ashamed of myself.
2007-09-23 - I'm a silly woman. Really silly. The poet scientist set me straight
2007-09-23 - I really feel quite sad at the moment.
2007-09-22 - Patience thee be my burden!!!
2007-09-22 - I ate watermelon and flax bread for dinner tonight.
2007-09-20 - NOT on vacation
2007-09-19 - I should be in bed...naughty naughty me. I'm wound up. And drinking a chilled glass of white...
2007-09-18 - UUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHH
2007-09-16 - Dorothea, my literary alter ego...
2007-09-14 - Frenchies
2007-09-13 - Pizza and research
2007-09-12 - The babbling of a woman with a rotten cold.
2007-09-09 - the lazy dater
2007-09-08 - A few small trials at the end of the week.
2007-09-06 - spinning out of control
2007-09-04 - literary criticism
2007-09-03 - Shultze and Labour Day cleanse
2007-09-02 - Basilic
2007-09-01 - In search of fresh fruit...
2007-08-31 - Not a great couple of days, darn it.
2007-08-29 - My stomach is full of scotch mints. And they feel like rocks. I know, I know, they have dissolved already. :)
2007-08-26 - Sore foot. A sunny day squandered inside, I'm afraid.
2007-08-25 - market's bounty
2007-08-25 - EVERYONE WANTS ME :) But only for today.
2007-08-23 - Escape from serious injury
2007-08-20 - ugh. castration, hockey hair, and the past dug up
2007-08-19 - gum trees and Sunday runs
2007-08-18 - I'm interested in boring things.
2007-08-16 - Light tomorrow with today
2007-08-15 - More fatigue, an over-filled stomach, and too little time.
2007-08-13 - OH such a headache. And it's 9 p.m. and I haven't either eaten or exercised... ARGHHH.
2007-08-12 - I'm slowly learning good behaviour
2007-08-12 - Running, whining, wining and raspberries
2007-08-12 - Thanks to FIFI!!!
2007-08-12 - pastries and The Art of Drawing
2007-08-11 - Calling for inspiration
2007-08-08 - very, very little to report
2007-08-07 - chocolate and cheese! cheese and chocolate!
2007-08-05 - A mere grocery list
2007-08-04 - The heat wave has broken, but only slightly.
2007-07-31 - Quick tidbits written from my STEAMING HOT apartment.
2007-07-30 - banish triviality
2007-07-29 - The sun stuck to me like butterscotch...
2007-07-28 - An overcast Saturday. All is right with my world.
2007-07-24 - quick email in lieu of bedding down for the night...
2007-07-21 - No vacations this year after all, I suspect :)
2007-07-21 - No vacations this year after all, I suspect :)
2007-07-21 - Oh my throbbing head
2007-07-19 - You must jump. Just jump.
2007-07-15 - If only I could think of a suit in my closet with which my red, shiny, patent flats would not seem unreasonable! (I have a meeting with my conservative boss tomorrow, so it's a no-go.
2007-07-15 - Life gradually gains momentum again...
2007-07-15 - I lie-- I can never go to bed this early.
2007-07-14 - Watching late night tv...
2007-07-13 - Off to the Bluesfest...
2007-07-12 - I'd like to be at the seaside.
2007-07-09 - I am such a slob--I've dropped flakes of dates on the floor around my computer. I guess I ought to pick them up!
2007-07-08 - Laundry list of weekend activities. Yes, it is as exciting an entry as this desicription suggests...
2007-07-07 - Dancing around my living room in high heels, black dress and earrings with no intention of going out... :)
2007-07-07 - Must get back to this later!
2007-07-05 - -
2007-07-04 - Nights of....Ottawa
2007-07-02 - Still living a lacklustre life, I'm afraid. :)
2007-07-01 - Confusing afternoon note.
2007-07-01 - I'm baaack. Perhaps not what you want to hear. :)
2007-07-01 - It's Canada Day. Oh well. This too will pass. ;)
2007-06-28 - Indecision!
2007-06-25 - My phone rang early this morning and yet no message was left!
2007-06-23 - At home inside this weekend. But I might be able to go out.
2007-06-21 - I NEED SLEEP
2007-06-18 - OK. So I feel so much better right now. Maybe it's because I put on a crazy blue and green silk dress and high heels and I feel like I can be whatever I want to be.
2007-06-18 - Much, much better.
2007-06-17 - Sigh.
2007-06-17 - My heart slowly starts to heal. I'm bored already with the self-indulgence of my feelings in the last 24 hours. I bore myself. It's time to move forward on a more positive course.
2007-06-17 - Please let hope bear fruit.
2007-06-16 - Not a good feeling. Pretty much the worst feeling that I've ever had. I need to snap out of this, once and for all.
2007-06-15 - I'm hungry and thirsty and not in the mood for a run. But I've skipped too many lately. ..:)
2007-06-13 - short hair power
2007-06-11 - I can have most everything I need and still not be happy. ARGHH...
2007-06-11 - I can have most everything I need and still not be happy. ARGHH...
2007-06-09 - Just a tiny bit gloomy, I'm afraid. But it's time to run and then watch a lovely movie. :)
2007-06-07 - I should run. I should run. I should run!
2007-06-05 - Slightly concerned about my health
2007-06-05 - Slightly concerned about my health
2007-06-03 - I have a headache and I dread having a shower as it takes such effort to condition and comb through the rats nest of my damaged hair...
2007-06-02 - Saturday morning frustration.
2007-06-01 - What's red and red and red all over?
2007-05-30 - More stomach tea, please.
2007-05-30 - Must stop eating chocolate. I hope this is hormones..
2007-05-29 - Epiphany!
2007-05-29 - Grow hair, grow! I just can't stand thinking that my chief thinks that I WANT to have hair like this. (She hasn't seen me with my 'real' hair. :()
2007-05-29 - Grow hair, grow! I just can't stand thinking that my chief thinks that I WANT to have hair like this. (She hasn't seen me with my 'real' hair. :()
2007-05-27 - Why can't there be two Sundays in a week?
2007-05-26 - Lilac-scented days.
2007-05-26 - Me being me. With a few pints in me. Comme d'habitude. :)
2007-05-26 - Me being me. With a few pints in me. Comme d'habitude. :)
2007-05-26 - Me being me. With a few pints in me. Comme d'habitude. :)
2007-05-24 - second short entry
2007-05-24 - second short entry
2007-05-24 - I'm evilifying myself! With help!
2007-05-23 - I bought a tube top today. Can you believe it? Blue. So inappropriate but cute and comfortable.
2007-05-21 - former boyfriends haunting me
2007-05-21 - -
2007-05-20 - Nothing like action as an antidote to inaction.
2007-05-20 - This has truly been a dark night of the soul.
2007-05-19 - Second entry for today.
2007-05-19 - I'm dressed to meet the Queen, in a strapless floral dress, matching gold shoes and a little cardigan. I had tea with old ladies this afternoon, which explains the outfit...
2007-05-19 - I'm dressed to meet the Queen, in a strapless floral dress, matching gold shoes and a little cardigan. I had tea with old ladies this afternoon, which explains the outfit...
2007-05-19 - I've had a few drinks; please forgive me. Good grief I'm starting to sound like a lush.
2007-05-17 - Talking myself out of a misguided funk.
2007-05-14 - Really messy and silly but still so well-meaning. Just me, honestly.
2007-05-12 - We always said that we were different. But we know now that we weren't.
2007-05-10 - insert deity of choice
2007-05-09 - Why didn't I take a week's holiday between jobs?
2007-05-08 - So tired, should be writing. ARGH. Stress.
2007-05-07 - I should be grateful. I should be grateful. I should be grateful.
2007-04-29 - More narcissistic meandering. Many apologies.
2007-04-28 - Life settles down.
2007-04-28 - Life settles down.
2007-04-26 - -
2007-04-26 - Excuse my euphoria...but it happens so infrequently.
2007-04-22 - Oh so tired. Need sleep. Need to eat properly again.
2007-04-21 - Almost a surreal week. Live and love life. It's mostly good.
2007-04-17 - I think this one might be a keeper
2007-04-16 - I AM giddy!
2007-04-15 - entry two: teeth
2007-04-15 - disaster alert
2007-04-14 - stay away from the light.
2007-04-12 - My hair honestly looks like sewage at the moment. I say this as a warning to all who consider dyeing their hair...
2007-04-10 - OMG NYC IS FANTASTIC
2007-04-05 - Until death do us part my ass
2007-04-04 - oh the fatigue
2007-04-03 - I may be tired, overworked, dumped...but I am one *lucky* girl. :)
2007-04-01 - Didn't I learn this at seventeen?
2007-03-31 - Oh the headache. I'm too old for hangovers, to be sure.
2007-03-30 - Missing a companion tonight.
2007-03-30 - second entry for today, though slightly less salacious than the first ;)
2007-03-29 - landlord sex scare
2007-03-28 - Sniff. Groan. Snore.
2007-03-27 - I am having asthma difficulties today and I can only imagine it to be related to the stuff that is emerging--moulds and such--from underneath the melting snow. :(
2007-03-25 - more dithering and intense fatigue
2007-03-21 - Tired. Again.
2007-03-17 - Blow me down.
2007-03-15 - I need sleep, nutrition, love and fresh water
2007-03-13 - Last week I walked to the bus in a windchill of -40. Today I walked with my coat open on melting snow, in temperatures well above zero. Go figure.
2007-03-12 - -
2007-03-11 - It must be the camembert but I feel great!
2007-03-11 - play it with drama
2007-03-11 - green lamps and pink sweaters
2007-03-10 - my distorted body image
2007-03-10 - breathe easy, breathe light
2007-03-07 - Things are ticking along...sort of.
2007-03-05 - Long, long, long, long day.
2007-03-04 - I am a bad, bad vegetarian.
2007-03-03 - I think I put on two pounds this week, all from chocolate, cheese and cupcakes. Yikes!
2007-03-02 - Just call me lard ass.
2007-02-28 - I know that life is so simple and eventually it will come to its meagre end and so I should simply not worry about any outcomes. It's all so ridiculous!
2007-02-27 - I wish that this blueberry tea contained alcohol, as it should. Have you ever tried that drink? Mmm..
2007-02-27 - I wish that this blueberry tea contained alcohol, as it should. Have you ever tried this drink? Mmm..
2007-02-26 - Sleep beckons, though my stomach is yet too full.
2007-02-25 - A very dry, DULL entry indeed. Be forewarned.
2007-02-24 - My bum is nearly numb from sitting in this chair for so long...
2007-02-23 - the opposite of love...second entry today
2007-02-23 - Mission weekend: cheese
2007-02-22 - I'm still a gloomy gus. :)
2007-02-20 - today's third entry
2007-02-20 - second entry for today
2007-02-20 - Please rescue me from this brain loop.
2007-02-19 - Tired, tired eyes...and a slightly runny nose.
2007-02-18 - I wish I could summon the energy to bake bread, buy cheese, watch a movie.
2007-02-17 - I need sleep. I should never drink. I should work hard. I need to get back on track in my life.
2007-02-17 - I need sleep. I should never drink. I should work hard. I need to get back on track in my life.
2007-02-14 - a cup of mint tea and then sleep as my head hits the pillow
2007-02-13 - A big heart out to everyone.
2007-02-11 - question
2007-02-11 - question
2007-02-11 - question
2007-02-11 - -
2007-02-10 - brownies and pink cardigans
2007-02-08 - I recover quickly from breakups with cowards, it seems.
2007-01-27 - I'm back to focusing largely on ME again. So you'll see more of me here. :)
2007-01-27 - I NEED a drink.
2007-01-25 - pour me a glass
2007-01-23 - I am a poster woman for what not to do with one's life. And did I mention that another woman waiting to be interviewed for the same job today looked like a model? :(
2007-01-14 - Confused, befuddled, muddled, but still smiling.
2007-01-08 - I am slowly crawling my way back to a normal existence and some better life-patterns.
2007-01-05 - I feel pissy, for lack of a better word.
2006-12-28 - dribbles
2006-12-28 - -
2006-12-24 - Let the burning stop, please!
2006-12-23 - I just paid off my credit card. That is the only good thing that I can say about today.
2006-12-19 - Whirlwind.
2006-12-15 - shortbread, red wine, and blue silk dresses
2006-12-13 - More information than you wanted but I am typing half-clothed as I just ran home and am sweaty, sweaty, sweaty. The snow melted. This weather is nuts.
2006-12-10 - Sesame rocks
2006-12-09 - insecurities
2006-12-07 - Being ME is so TIRING. I'm a tiresome woman.
2006-12-07 - And I was doing so well...
2006-12-05 - Junk food and beer...my stomach is doing backflips.
2006-12-04 - Really, really good. A really, really amazing kind of good.
2006-12-02 - conservateur also == bienfaiteur
2006-12-01 - Sleet and employment--drudgery, all
2006-11-30 - I must be getting old as I'm so tired from work I feel as though I've been flogged.
2006-11-29 - Lucky and stupid am I. I am sick on chocolate at the moment.
2006-11-28 - I'm starting in on a 500g chocolate bar as I write this. Mmmmm....
2006-11-28 - Three sheets to the Guinness wind.
2006-11-27 - Let's just make this a scent-free event, shall we?
2006-11-26 - On the banks of my enchantment
2006-11-25 - I think I look a bit more like Virginia Woolf or George Eliot, or some other plain, long-nosed English lady novelist...
2006-11-24 - I am likely going to regret this entry...I too often think out loud.
2006-11-23 - FEELING THE LOVE
2006-11-22 - I truly am open as the sky. And moving two steps forward, one step back, but that is OK.
2006-11-22 - I'm not going to allow anything else to go wrong, from here on out.
2006-11-21 - Ah, it's a *hard* life.
2006-11-20 - I must not succumb to whatever bug I have picked up.
2006-11-20 - At least Monday is over. Four more days to go.
2006-11-19 - blue tidings
2006-11-18 - One
2006-11-18 - Nothing is lost that can't be found.
2006-11-18 - -
2006-11-15 - what I wrote when I should have been working (brief lapse in concentration ;)
2006-11-14 - Will the clouds please go ahead and part....SOON???
2006-11-13 - Fuel oneself
2006-11-13 - The day on which I realized what a load of dryer- lint is the bundle of my regular concerns.
2006-11-12 - My own personal Love Story
2006-11-12 - Make it ugly and give me the truth.
2006-11-11 - To open up or not to open up.
2006-11-11 - I am hungover, but I had a nice time.
2006-11-09 - I must learn to embrace change again.
2006-11-08 - I wish my hormones would take a day off.
2006-11-06 - My stomach is full of delicious sake-don and yet I feel like throwing up.
2006-11-04 - Why can't I be independently wealthy and not need to work a day job? :)
2006-11-02 - in principle I am warming up to middle age
2006-10-31 - It's I'm now Pollyanna time...I've been instructed to be so by my benefactress.
2006-10-31 - God I suck.
2006-10-29 - quick note about River
2006-10-29 - super epiphany
2006-10-28 - My life as it is usually lived.
2006-10-27 - Perpetually suspended between this and that.
2006-10-26 - Not so confused any longer-- I AM STRONG.
2006-10-26 - another day another dollar
2006-10-25 - All of my worries have melted like lemondrops
2006-10-24 - gutter talk
2006-10-23 - I'm on holiday from running this week and am tortured by the guilty feelings.
2006-10-22 - It was actually snowing today--big, wet, sloppy flakes. Eek--not before Hallowe'en!
2006-10-21 - it's sort of great to have a semi-OC friend who comes to visit-- I love C.
2006-10-19 - I'm in demand, baby
2006-10-18 - When I left work I could only be bothered to change into my bike tights and not out of my dress shirt and fitted cardigan. As a result I look like a penguin.
2006-10-17 - the scientist is tempting me with poetry, believe it or not
2006-10-16 - pics and friends
2006-10-15 - running under Blackfriars Bridge, my huge baggage with respect to romance, and how I discovered my fiance was an ass.
2006-10-14 - Warning: I'm feeling good.
2006-10-13 - in which I talk about nothing, again
2006-10-12 - ho hum
2006-10-10 - on the run again
2006-10-06 - the nighttime of my youth
2006-09-30 - I paddled at sunset amongst lily pads of silver that were patterned like strewn petals.
2006-09-27 - I won't say that I am going to be jobless in January...
2006-09-25 - Boring, drooling entry about how lovely it is to be anti-social.
2006-09-24 - I need a dog. A dog would have refused to run any further. I knew a dog once who would only run half way up the hill when we ran hill repeats, knowing that we would be coming back down. The things you can learn from a dog. :)
2006-09-23 - Time to obsessively throw myself into becoming an origami expert, or maybe learning Chinese gardening (I love the miniature trees that they groom...I should post some pictures from a trip to the Botanic Garden last year.)
2006-09-20 - I am good...so good. But he was better.
2006-09-19 - I am SCREWED...honestly screwed. Why can't a 'normal' man under normal circumstances favour me? Why do creepy men have to crawl out of the wordwork to perpetually ruin my feelings about sex?
2006-09-17 - Sighs all around. Please let me not get sick after the sleeplessness of the last week
2006-09-10 - I'm trying not to think of death.
2006-09-09 - quick notes on the job and everything
2006-09-05 - one day of freedom remaining.
2006-09-05 - My first gloomy sigh in the big O
2006-09-04 - Will I ever bother to date again?
2006-09-04 - as I clinically dissect the process of choosing a relationship, like choosing a shirt colour for the first day of work (laboriously, and still undecided)
2006-09-02 - super-shitheadedness 101
2006-08-31 - pre-Ottawa chit chat
2006-08-27 - update on my thrilling existence
2006-08-25 - a quick evening hello and adieu
2006-08-24 - please excuse the grogginess of this note!
2006-08-22 - things to remember
2006-08-20 - a very slow Sunday on the ranch
2006-08-19 - I'm not really very grumpy; how can one be grumpy in the beautiful woods?
2006-08-14 - I must I must I must improve my housekeeping; a clean apartment is so lovely.
2006-08-10 - thank you for friendship
2006-08-08 - baking and phone calls from Europe are among my favourite things
2006-08-08 - alas and alack
2006-08-06 - pathological Sunday
2006-08-05 - sweet bitters
2006-08-04 - yikes, mon erreur
2006-08-03 - I return. I remain a bore. :)
2006-07-13 - min-makeover gone awry
2006-07-12 - Liking someone is really, really not a good idea
2006-07-08 - a pointless crush makes me a dull and uninteresting person
2006-07-06 - My eyes are heavy with excitement.
2006-07-04 - dating maniac WHAT?
2006-07-03 - hot hot hot here in humidex central
2006-07-01 - I hope the little kitten is now getting well.
2006-07-01 - I hope the little kitten is now getting well.
2006-06-29 - let's go a hunting
2006-06-28 - pondering dating crap
2006-06-27 - getting myself into trouble with men
2006-06-27 - Apparently, since I had a young mother, I may live to be 100! Yippee??
2006-06-25 - Bad, bad move. Back to square one.
2006-06-25 - the geek matching game
2006-06-24 - Saturday staring at a monitor
2006-06-23 - I'm being lured in by undoubtedly sneaky strangers on the Internet
2006-06-22 - Where do I go from here? A positively mournful entry of purplish prose.
2006-06-21 - My dinner is ready so this is going to be a rushed and haphazard entry
2006-06-20 - what a tumbling life I lead
2006-06-18 - in a haze and smog-filled 40 degree southern Ontario kitchen
2006-06-17 - uneventful trip; chocolate orange is still her favourite flavour
2006-06-16 - dressing options
2006-06-15 - I'm radioactive. More radioactive than usual. And I have a few things to say about Vancouver.
2006-06-15 - I'm radioactive. More radioactive than usual.
2006-06-14 - Chocolate is taking over my life.
2006-06-14 - A pint after school was not a good idea.
2006-06-11 - Sunday afternoon
2006-06-10 - liver damage
2006-06-09 - pure cheese and a bit of Canuck-i-ness
2006-06-07 - The sky is an expanse of grey velvet and in the foreground are Gainsborough trees.
2006-06-07 - headache thee art mine
2006-06-04 - Bulgur should be a national food. Heck, it should be an entire food group.
2006-06-02 - in the pool with the speedmeisters. go grannies!
2006-06-01 - The freshly weed-whacked garden contradictorily smells good.
2006-05-31 - the smell of rain is always sweet
2006-05-31 - It's late and I'm dehydrated but too lazy to get up to get a drink of water. Now that is lazy. But I'm not too lazy to think about cutting off my hair. Why are Internet hair sites all populated by scary 90s hair mag images?
2006-05-30 - I am a weed! I am definitely a weed!
2006-05-28 - A really long, dry entry about hot water and friendship issues
2006-05-26 - sports doc god
2006-05-25 - A blissful day off
2006-05-25 - in the pink. doing laundry. spilling coffee on myself (and I am wearing such a nice pink skirt, too)
2006-05-24 - Sunset on a pleasant Wednesday
2006-05-24 - I hope that I don't jinx this.
2006-05-23 - Hungry...and I do mean that to be a double entendre
2006-05-22 - quickie
2006-05-21 - Sunday trivialities
2006-05-20 - only a few late-night sighs.
2006-05-20 - pink tulips are still one of my favourites. I also need to buy an interesting bud vase at the florist's. I think a friend of mine is mad at me because I said that the last thing I need to replace my running with is a relationship
2006-05-17 - it can always get worse.
2006-05-16 - I embarass myself. But that is what beer is for.
2006-05-14 - This is