enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary

"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh

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Not excited about life today.

Am moving very slowly this morning.

I can tell that this "bloom where you are" strategy is going to take an awful lot of self-convincing and hard work.

Yesterday was OK, but again today I feel I need to pump myself up to force myself to go.

I got an email this morning from Deb, who is still in Florence. It's difficult to believe that Deb and Joan are in Florence for TWICE the time that I was there. How time flies. It felt like I was there for a long time but...not.

I really need to do something like what Deb is doing - take six months and travel, figure out what I really love. But when will I have the courage to do it?

OK. Had best eat some cereal and run off. Do need to pay the bills. :(

Be well.

Do you know, when I sit here thinking about it (at the office now), the only thing I can think of to look forward to is going back to Florence again next year. Everything else seems bleak and empty.

9:07 a.m. - 2009-06-04

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