enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary

"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh

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That's one mighty skeleton.

I have a massive headache centred right above my right eye, have had it all day, and have done A LOT of crying tonight, so I'm going to be hurting tomorrow.

SO...the crying...not a bad thing. I went to the psychologist. That guy really got me. But that is good. I actually think that this could work. I felt drained but calm when I left, and I dropped by C.'s house and felt really pleasant and enjoyed a good chat with my friend, in which I was PRESENT and focused on him.

I really want to get MYSELF back, the self I probably started to lose when I was, oh, about six. If I can find that self again I can have real hope for a powerful, engaged and open future.

SO. Maybe some tylenol? And some popcorn. I definitely deserve some popcorn.

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:) I wish you the most wonderful of weekends!!!! I'm out all day tomorrow but then will take Sunday for myself and for drawing. Getting better and better every day...

11:13 p.m. - 2008-11-21

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