enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary
"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh
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I NEED a drink.
I HATE him.
Actually, I loathe myself for liking him, and for getting sucked into this vortex of "I have no idea what he is doing or why he is pulling this stunt."
And the worst part is that when you have something like this happen you realize that it is probably all about you. I must somehow not be ready, not be searching properly, not be connecting rightly.
It hurts. That's it. But like all hurt that has gone before it, this will pass in a reasonable length of time.
I'm tired. I'll write about other concerns, work, etc., tomorrow.
|12:25 a.m. - 2007-01-27
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