enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary

"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh

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PS

PS I should definitely advise never taking my entries too seriously. I've ALWAYS - I mean ALL of my life - been incredibly emotional. It drove my mother nuts. It's the essence of my being, however, for better or for worse.

I shouldn't write publicly, I suppose. I should write for myself as I don't worry about these swings. I feel lately as though through them I am getting to the truth. I always want the truth. It's the only thing that is going to get me somewhere.

So please forgive me - I don't want to take anyone's time needlessly or have anyone concerned for my wellbeing. I'm really OK. Better than ever before (no anxiety, thank God). I guess I'm just working out how to let out emotions and face truths that I've been suppressing for a while. It's quite embarrassing, really.

9:25 a.m. - 2009-06-06

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