enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary

"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh

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Oh Lordy. It goes so fast

I think I'm losing my mind.

I woke up this morning thinking definitely not re. Italy.

And then I started thinking about sitting around here by myself, about the fact that it wouldn't be that expensive...and I thought, "Why not?"

It could go either way.

When I think about M., he actually isn't an important part of this idea. I wouldn't really expect to see him over the Christmas holidays. He could be planning to go to Paris to his sister's. Who knows. And I really don't care. I'm starting to feel concretely that I need to move on. This is all crazy. I want to have fun; I don't want to have crazy.

OK. MUST go to French class. Am up late. Thinking about national unity.

9:06 a.m. - 2008-12-05

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