enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary

"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh

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I'm sorry for being such wimp and for seemingly begging attention and pity. It is not my intention. I'm just working out the varying thoughts in my crazy head.

A good and bad night.

I am a completely BAD NATIONAL LEVEL ECONOMIST.

I'm hammered. And it is late.

I've been working out some things. Obviously.

I just need to get a grip. It is not that difficult to get laid. It is not that difficult, actually, to get laid by someone who is intelligent and who actually likes me. If I look around I have guys in the wings.

I am pathetic because I choose to make things difficult!

And what was I thinking about messing with a cute, hyper-fertile drumming guy who writes lol in every single sentence?

I would say that the rule of the day is to start tapping into my intuition. I have strikingly good intuition. But I never trust it.

That's it. I will babble no more. One day I will actually be a normal, boring human being and then there will be no more to say. I will be silent. My life is so good as to be ridiculous. And I make it complex.

Help! I need to make things less complex. Oh how I want to just be and to not think.

I should get to sleep. It is late. I am ill-behaved. I drank too much tonight. I should have been asleep ages ago.

Tomorrow is another day, yet another day on which I can reform.

La vita e bella.

1:27 a.m. - 2008-04-16

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