enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary
"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I am a LOSER with a capital L Oh god shoot me now... I went to spinning class today and he was there. And I got so nervous and stupid that I not only couldn't look at him but I initially put my bike into the group...backwards! I babbled some stupid, incomprehensible things to the teacher, to boot, so he probably thinks that I am a moron. And then a friend of mine was behind us at the gym and I went to chat with him briefly to regain my composure. Only afterwards did I realize that this friend is 20-something, latin, buff...this probably totally threw Mr. B. off. I would never be interested in that friend - not clever enough - and I totally gave Mr. B. the wrong signals. I hope he is married, as that is the only thing that will save me from my deep chagrin over my arsinine schoolgirlishness. UGHHHHHHHHh. I do ALL OF THE WRONG THINGS. Always. More later. :( (Hoping for divine intervention or something akin to that.) |12:03 p.m. - 2007-11-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | ||||||
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