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"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh

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I am a LOSER with a capital L

Oh god shoot me now...

I went to spinning class today and he was there.

And I got so nervous and stupid that I not only couldn't look at him but I initially put my bike into the group...backwards!

And then a friedn of mine was behind us at the gym and I went to chat with him briefly to regain my composure. Only afterwards did I realize that this friend is 20-something, latin, buff...this probably totally threw Mr. B. off.

I would never be interested in that friend - not clever enough - and I totally gave Mr. B. the wrong signals.

I hope he is married, as that is the only thing that will save me frmo my deep chagrin over my arsinine schoolgirlishness.

UGHHHHHHHHh.

I do ALL THE WRONG THINGS.

Always.

More later. :(

(Hoping for divine intervention or something akin to that.)

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12:03 p.m. - 2007-11-13

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