enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary

"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh

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I give up.

UGH. So the German economist thinks he might have fallen for someone and he wants to delay/cancel meeting.

I have all the luck. Oh well! Not meant to be.

I shouldn't be upset about this. But it just. seems. to happen. to everyone else.

I know, I shouldn't be envious of people I've never even seen. I just need to have confidence in me, in the notion that something will come along.

I think I need to get off these online dating sites and simply look around me a bit more when I am out and about. Oh and maybe actually just start going to events and doing things. Like the writers festival.

Sigh. I think I'm just tired, else I wouldn't be feeling the lump in my throat that I do at the moment.

9:22 p.m. - 2007-10-15

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