enfinblue's Bluey (credit to Fifi for the nickname!) Diaryland Diary
"I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart." -Vinc3nt V@n Gogh ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I must not succumb to whatever bug I have picked up. Wow. Somehow I just deleted an entry that sort of nullified what I wrote before. Something didn't like it.
Here I am, before I realized that I was a 'good' runner. In the picture I am running in my fifth marathon, I believe. Things have come full circle, I think. That's the true me; I'm going to be that woman again. I have a lightness of spirit that I don't allow to shine through as often as I should. And why not??? It's my best quality, by far. (That and the fact that I can kick major man-ass when I run hard. :))
Stability is overrated. Well, at least the kind I thought I wanted is overrated. I must finish my personal statements for teachers' college tomorrow, and continue working on my application for that library/teaching opportunity in Africa. I think, too, that I should call up one of my former bosses at Foreign Affairs and talk about getting a contract for the winter. "I closed my eyes. I made a wish." I was listening to some women on the radio earlier, talking about the choice to not be mothers. One of them said something to the effect that, "I'm mature enough to accept that there are inevitably some paths that I will not now travel. And that I chose. I choose." |9:18 p.m. - 2006-11-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | ||||||
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